Furud.

‏سُبحانك الله تدري ما نكابدُهُ، اشفِ الصُّدور بفضلٍ منكَ ينهمرُ.

"They teach you growing up that you are only one thing at a time—angry, lonely, content—but he’s never found that to be true. He is a dozen things at once. He is lost and scared and grateful, he is sorry and happy and afraid."