Arcturus

start making people realize it's a privilege to be connected to you

the potential you see in other people isn't real. it is a projection of what you would do in their position.

Most days I want to feel smaller. I want to slip between the slits between your fingers. I want to put my whole head in your lap & have your whole lap swallow this whole small drowning of me. I want to see myself inside myself the way I see the world from a high height: all easy to grasp & portioned. I want to know my sorrow is not as great as I imagine. I want to know, if it is, that it is as large as it is.

Most days I want to feel smaller. I want to slip between the slits between your fingers. I want to put my whole head in your lap & have your whole lap swallow this whole small drowning of me. I want to see myself inside myself the way I see the world from a high height: all easy to grasp & portioned. I want to know my sorrow is not as great as I imagine. I want to know, if it is, that it is as large as it is.

An intelligent educated, healthy, motivated, organised, multi-faceted, confident woman is so chic.

i hope the pain eases. i hope your burdens grow lighter. i hope faith finds you, be it in prayer, in sunlight, in the voice of someone who loves you. i hope love reaches you often. i hope the mornings grow gentler. i hope you never run out of reasons to stay hopeful

But no amount of apologies will erase the tear I shed all night questioning my own worth