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I'm here

Ik I'm not as active as before but like

I'm here

Wanna talk?

Same

What about u

I am not

Bestie are you ok

hands that let go, Katie Maria

It's not a bad thing

And a part of maturing is accepting this thing and trying to change it so like it's good for me to feel shitty and responsible for the shit I do so I can change

I'm genuinely a bad person and it's not a statement out of low self esteem or something

I'm a person who's capable of doing shitty things and in my core I AM shitty so idk why people tend to idolize me

I wish I knew sooner tbh so I could've fixed it before it caused actual problems

I don't know what good it'll do me to deny it

But I'm honestly emotionally unavailable and I can be extremely toxic