Classical Treasures

Ethics Of Dealing With The Overthinking …————————————————————- ‏Overthinking was one of the most dominating things live with me, ‏almost all my life (I'm 39), ‏and I realize that I overthink, ‏nearly about everything in life and its mysteries and its paradox, ‏ very difficult for me to detach myself from there, especially people, ‏I believe each one of them is here to teach me a lesson, a message a prospective, ‏the positive thing about overthinking builds the habit of reading (a lot) in my life, ‏I want to know about everything, ‏ I want to seek knowledge no matter where it comes from, ‏the downside is overwhelming that I never rest, ‏ that I know, deep there are so many things, ‏ and my life is not enough to learn all of them, when most of the time I need this feeling of wanting to rest, ‏ that blue sea inside of me, where I can hug the existence, ‏overthinking made me relive past life and experiences, ‏ almost all the fiction I had read, I imagine myself in their timeline, ‏and that led to A conclusion: ‏depend on my mood if it was positive or negative, I find myself rewriting the history of myself, ‏meeting with people, I miss so much, ‏people I know deeply I will never see again in my life, ‏only in my dreams(maybe) I still remember their faces, ‏even after I deleted all their pictures; they live here inside of me, not in the digital sense, ‏so what I could do to stop overthinking, ‏some times when things live deep root inside, ‏and with the right amount of water and volume light of the sun, ‏their memories show up suddenly like a sprout, ‏ The day I hug her after a long hot Flight, The day we celebrate the birthday on that cold autumn, ‏ The weather on that day when we kissed for the first time, ‏ ‏the evening we saw each other for the last time, ‏the episodes of negativity ‏following that almost all day long, ‏and because I don't believe in any external way to fix it, therefore, it is my responsibility, ‏ I tried all the techniques under the sun, ‏I read a lot (seriously) ‏ Including the book Letting Go by Hawkins which I recommend for all to read, ‏I tried the breathing technique, and the Yoga Bhastrika, I change my diet to vegan, ‏ I start bodybuilding and weight lifting, ‏ I even scream in front of the sea near my home, ‏I start the gratitude lifestyle, ‏I wish them all the best in their lives I get rid of all my past life‏ Properties Nothing happened, It was overwhelming, Until I find out, ‏ the most effective way, The way that helps me, to let go of overthinking, And believe it or not It’s the writing, yah writing is the way, Not in keyboard but with pen, I realize that, ‏when I write, I relieve all the pain, ‏when I write, I become what I think about, ‏when I write, I can figure out what's wrong with me, ‏when I write, I manifest anything I wish (literally), ‏simply ; writing save my life, ————————————————————- Mohammed Alsubie

Who Am I ?, (Sri M) Asking————————————————————- I was watching a video on YouTube, lecture hosted by google for a man named Sri M, What came to my mind at first: oh, another Osho clown? I gave it five minutes as a test; these minutes became hours, very strange but what I heard shocked me, I don't know how but I precisely understand every word, what he wants to say, his philosophy very balanced between faith and logic, and I felt that the knowledge I grabbed from his videos, not enough, so, I decided to buy his most important book from amazon: Apprenticed to a Himalayan Master The book asks many questions and answers almost nothing, It's like traveling to another dimension (reality) that had its own rules, What I discovered was A compendium of incredible, breathtaking and unexpected personal experiences. words confirm the accuracy of this: there is a distance between possibility and reality, this writer (Sir M) seems to have had the courage and determination to go there into each one faith, even if the faith can only provide comfort but his journey force you to leave it for a while, Simple like he wants to say, This is what I did in my life, And life is much more important than you think, Even if many various difficulties and mysteries surround it, The book tells the spiritual story of a young man from Kerala who, through his dedication, became Sri M, From this book, I have learned that everything is possible, and the only question is whether we have the courage and determination to make this possibility a reality. I read so far 80% of the book, Well, the story itself, His spectacular meeting with Babaji there are such impossible things that you might either refuse to believe, or you have to be open to all possibilities and allow them to touch your heart like never before, purely because familiar people like us (never) experienced them would never get the point, Why should someone believe in such out-of-the-ordinary occasions? Because nothing opens the heart like miracles, I give the book 8 of 10, My only compline is there are too many Sanskrit phrases that need to translate every now and then, and yes, I recommend it to everyone it's worthy, ———————————————————- Mohammad alsubie

Exaggerated Existential ——————————————————- * from my teenage years, and I was in love with everything related to magical realism, one of my Top three writers of all the time from that genre: Murakami, Márquez, and Allende, I even tried to write in their style. ** how many times have I read Kafka on the Shore by Murakami, maybe 25 times, and I still want to read again in more than one language! I even want to learn the Spanish language just to read One Hundred Years of Solitude by Márquez, I'm in love with this book to such level. for me, this type of story is like a portal of how life should be, *** Help me to travel to anther dimensions, made me grab the sun and see the music, far away from the reality, for a long time, and I was not too fond of anything related to realism, either in films or books or paintings, until I meet Mr. Charles Bukowski, **** a few years ago, by only what I could be called it coincidence, I saw an interview , a recorded video with the Poet Bukowski (that the video name) , the first glimpse was the way he smoked, then the way he speaks carelessly yet you could feel how gifted he was, displayed great wisdom, intelligence, and charisma, I fell in love with his personality Almost immediately. * so I start searching the net about him I even deiced to buy a book for him, and I found it on kindle, and it was (the post office) I finish it in almost two days. ** what I can say few books I have read in my life that shocked me this book one of them, first time in my life, I got the opportunity to see the middle class of Americans from a different perspective, far from mainstream and Hollywood bullshit, *** the book hurts so bad, you could feel the pain in every word, how life is unfair sometimes, in beautiful words, almost like a poem, , but like a bomb, hit with no mercy, I could claim that if you read it will change the way how you look at life , **** Nevertheless, after reading this book, fans would probably recognize that Bukowski had damaged and complex traits in his personality. But as a poet, this man is too much, way ahead of his time Like. Prophet maybe he was ) mostly through the lens of his tendency for exaggerated existential extremism, inspired by the desire to live well that we can see through his poems Here is a poem by him written in 1957 Just feel his words: ———————————————————- Friendly advice to a lot of young men ; Go to Tibet. Ride a camel. Read the Bible. Dye your shoes blue. Grow a Beard. Circle the world in a paper canoe. Subscribe to “The Saturday Evening Post.” Chew on the left side of your mouth only. Marry a woman with one leg and shave with a straight razor. And carve your name in her arm. Brush your teeth with gasoline. Sleep all day and climb trees at night. Be a monk and drink buckshot and beer. Hold your head underwater and play the violin. Do a belly dance before pink candles. Kill your dog. Run for Mayor. Live in a barrel. Break your head with a hatchet. Plant tulips in the rain. But don’t write poetry. ——————————————————- Charles Bukowski

Transfiguration By Sagazan ———————————————————————————————— *** Olivier de Sagazan was initially trained as a biologist, but turned his attention to painting and sculpture, To reflect on the life's organic nature. ** His passion for giving life matter, motivated him to cover his own body in clay, so that he could observe the result, and see himself as an "object.". * This experiment inspired the creation of a solo piece called "Transfiguration," in 1998. In which we see the disfigurement of a man, transformed into a monster with clay. In search of his true nature, half-man, half-beast, Like he was saying: (we all beasts wearing masks). *** This kind of art called (Performance Art ) with a lot of influence, from Surrealism, self-expression, social anxiety. Right now, Sagazan led the movement, He presents a new way of thinking and perspective to art concepts. something unique and never seen before. ** —————————————————————————————— Mohammad Alsubie

Rewire your subconscious by repeating these words: ———————————————————- *** I am unconditional love I am at peace I am magnificence I am lovable ** I am beauty I am a divine expression of life I am focus I am enjoyment ** I am loyalty I am uninhibited I am insight I am caring ** I am patience I am important I am perseverance I am capable *** I am gentleness I am appreciation I am strength I am gratefulness ** I am joy I am now I am steadfastness I am self-worth ** I am power I am friendly I am grace I am new *** I am oration I am experience I am abundance I am expression ** I am wealth I am health I am serving I am happy ** I choose to live I am me I forgive myself I am love ** I am feelings I am nurturing myself I am emotions I am choice *** I am understanding I see with love I am in charge of my life I hear with love ** I am cherished I am safe I am supported I am trust *** I am moving I am interconnected with all I am growing I am limitless ** I am compassion I am silence I am well I am creation *** I am rhythm I am creative I am flow I am free ** I am receiving with love I am full of power I am balance I am laughter *** I am awareness I am humor I am adequate I am body ** I am harmony I am mind I am relaxed I am spirit *** I am wise I am forgiveness I am contribution I am victory ** I am sharing I am being I am protected I am cause *** I am life I am communication I am response I am responsible ** I am positive I am rewards I am in my perfect place I love myself *** I love God I am secure I am recognition I am eternal ** I am knowledge I am guidance I am energy I am enthusiasm *** I am male & female balanced I am cool I am calm I am comfortable with my sexuality ** I am sexuality I am good enough I am tolerance I am flexible *** I am intuitive I am a free thinker ————————————————————————————————— Bernard Poolman

with argument: have you ever read the Bible? In detail, have you studied it? She replied: of course, very few phrases now and then. After taking a deep breath, I paused for moments before saying with difficulty. I said : do you know, it was so well-thought-out. The storyline, the characters, The dialog was all so cleverly created. "It's great that you see at least one positive thought" she said I said :In fact, as a myth this book had to be one of my favorite of all time. I believe it idea came way before 2000 years, even before the discovery of writing. She smiled and said :why don't you then take the visit as part of your research ? I said:My problem isn't with the place, but with the people who belt it. that why I read the Bible critically trying to understand this puzzle, Who wrote it? And to whom? Most important why? Not just believe in it blindly. She replayed : and who told you that I believe in it either, You already forgot I’m Buddhist, Why don’t you look at this journey from an artistic point of view, Then she paused for seconds before completing with :Pessimism would kill you You always exaggerate in a very negative way, sometimes like a child I didn’t choose this day. In particular, take you with me on my day off to provoke you, Believe me, I have another shit to do I said :why are we even here if you don’t believe ? Do you know what they did in Spanish Inquisition? If they have the power, what are they capable of doing? How many people have been killed in the name of god? I could tolerate studying them from my hermitage. not coming (HERE) by myself. she said in a very surprising quiet tone : Ah, I see you are talking about the Catholic Monarchs of the Middle Ages. anyone, person, or group of people, if they have the ultimate power Would abuse it, that's a fact. See modern history Stalin as a good example. She quiets for a while with a smile on her face like she realizes something, and adds.: see you contradict yourself, I remember you told me about your excitement to visit his museum (Stalin), right, How many people did he kill millions or thousands More or less it doesn’t matter right because it does not affect your reality It's part of the past, But you will go anyway without any feelings of those who got killed. hang out there, see his clothes, how it looks like Even smell his stinky socks, why not. Then, in a serious tone, she adds : Your ego, if you can realize it make you study materials way before your time, no one even sure if there are any facts about them make you judge their people and their behaviors Even if you know deeply, they are from another reality. with a completely different social proof At the same time, you can’t see or deny what Stalin did. no offense but that a double standard and surprisingly racist Tell me, what’s the difference between you and them or him, You judge without giving a chance blindly, You know what, fuck you, Mohammad, You are not here by yourself; I’m with you And without give me any chance to replayed She pulled me into the church, and it was: *** A design that reminds me of Christianity before the Roman Empire It made me feel very uncomfortable I got goosebumps on my back. A golden cross hanging To remind us that he is the sun of the world. symbols are spread among many statues The candelabra standing in front of the gate The altar on the corner right, crowned with unforgettable candles. The paintings in the background show a picture of Jesus. painted sometime around 600 AD whispers of worshipers sitting on one of the long wooden chairs A monk reading quietly from a book a blue window a smell of frankincense gray tiles Then I heard a sound an angel's voice I stopped for a minute or an eternity; time didn't exist. sound coming from above carrying echoes in its winds voice ….. voice……. Brought me to tears...….. ——————————————————————————- Mohammad Alsubie

Voice Of An Angel (A Short Story) ——————————————————————————- Based on a true story, but don't believe anything, I said It's just my imagination grappling with memories. *** In that era, these types of arguments would be used to prove our relationship. We could be like other people, do other things, but for some reason, we decided to spend our time together this way : A Debate I was strolling next to the church with her, She took my hand in hers, beautiful cold day. Winter's just around the corner. I couldn't focus on what she said on our way from the metro. It can be hard to keep up with everything going on here. To try to focus sort of a miracle The weather in this land is variable. the temperature can change in an instant (particularly) after sunset. Where foggy memories sometimes set in Maybe she was complaining about something related to her students. (She offered lessons in music & harmony) Suddenly, she stops in front of The Church's entrance it was a gigantic green wooden door that kept out everything from dogs to frosty winds. It was built around 1992 in Byzantine architecture style. Shortly after the collapse of the Soviet Union If you ignore the sign, you might think it's from the Golden era. Then she smiled. Her green eyes were sparkling and she said :You hate religious places, Then she stopped to give her words some meaning and continued. :You've told me these theories a bunch of times. (While I was standing there, hungry, focusing on the vapor coming out of her mouth.) I looked at her shoulder, avoiding eye contact as I could (not again) and said. : and by now, you might figure out why I have a problem with (them) She moved her head toward the sky, then looked at me with no meaning. I continued. :To make it clear, I never even tried to convince you of anything, even ones : I agree , but can you come inside with me? Right ? She said with a sad smile. With frustration :out of curiosity, what do you want to prove in this Siberian weather ? She replied: nothing, (and with a warm voice) If I told you before we got here, I knew you wouldn't come. I said : why don’t you accept this fact, For me, religions equals sophistry You can go on forever, and we can’t prove anything. if I’m positive enough, I could see its effects from the prospective of art, literature, music, especially the baroque era. She interrupted, saying :in that case, take it like going to a museum. Which it has the potential to add value-cultured as a new experience to you, you know. I said: I just can't ,museums at least or most of the time. I have no idea what the story of each painting is. Therefore, there is no connection, no history involved. I've never heard of someone being killed in the name of David Michelangelo. My problem, when I think of religions, it doesn't seem like an abstract idea. wondering :see it’s just an idea, a history, Why are you being so defensive? You make it so complicated God, take a deep breath, relax ! I looked directly at her eyes and said : even the usage of the word "God" has changed a lot from its original meaning. Please read about Ancient Mesopotamia. She said sarcastically : talking to me like I was born yesterday, chill out, Sir Bertrand . I said : and you're really living in denial, can't accept, that even the imaginary Jesus That, not his name, by the way, was just a revolutionary radical, the ultimate anarchist that every human being wishes to be. She replied with a look-have meaning : This is new information about him that I didn't know before, which is quite surprising. I continued : whatever.. The manuscript of the Bible must have been written by geniuses. See even after all these Centuries we still talked about them affecting our reality. All we do is argue. I even visit them in their temples, churches, whatever people call them these days. She said politely :I would just like to say that I think you're feeling a little too stressed. And I think it would be a good idea if you took a break from your books just to digest them.

The Bookman Era ……. Begins

قصيدة رمزية بعنوان 20 512 ——————————————————— اهديها الى ابنتي بعد رفضي جائزة نوبل للأداب تيمنن بسارتر ستترجم كلماتي (ربما تندرًا) سيكون باستطاعتك قراءتها وعلى الرغم اني لا أومن باليوم الآخر الا اني سأقتص من كل مترجم يترجم شعري بتصرف ------------------------------------- النص : * اتوق الى صمت لا يشبة في زمزمة أي شي ** متوحد مثل كوخ في غابة بياوفيجا *** بحيرة دون قمر حسيس شمعة **** إطار أبيض رماد غليون * رمس سنفونية مدفونة : ك ... ل... ك... ** ياقوتة في صندوق فراغ ...فراغ ... أسود *** .-. --- ... .- / -.. .-..-. ..-.. -.-. ..- -- . / -.. . / -- . .-. / ..-. .- .. - . / -.-. .-. .. ... - .- .-.. تمت ———————————————————- محمد السبيعي ---------------------------------- ملحوظة : عند القاء الكلمات يجب مراعاة تغطية الوجهه تدريجا بالطين او الصلصال ** ارفقت النص اغنية من التراث العثماني اشاره الى س ت ٢٦ الاغنية بعنوان (جفاف وردة)

فيلم ان تعيش للمخرج الياباني أكيرا كوروساوا ——————————————————————-   مع التمدن نسي الكثير من الناس معنى ان يعيش الأنسان  كان والى وقت قريب سؤال غير مطروح بل وليست مشكلة بالنسبة لاتانابي ( بطل الرواية ) سؤال لم يأتي على الحسبان سؤال لا يطرحه حتى الفلاسفة فتمر السنين دون التفكير بذلك بين الأنشغال في العمل والخوض في مضمار لا نهائي من التسويف والوعود   قانع ويعيش حياة هادئة هانئة ولدية أيضا عائلة لطيفة ومحبة   ربما من وقت الى اخر يوخزه شعور يشبة الجليد  انه لم ينجز عملا عظيما في حياتة وانه مجرد موظف عادي **  ولكن بعد اليوم كل شي تغير   نظرته الى الواقع ،العمل ، المال وحتى الألوان   ** فقد تم تشخيص اتانابي للتو بمرض سرطان المعدة   ما هي الا شهور قليلة قبل ان يفارق الحياة                 كيف ستكون ردة فعله عند تلقية الخبر   وماهي الأشياء التي يحلم بإنجازها قبل فوات الأوان    لايجاد معنى لوفاته ** تدور قصة الفيلم حول التحول في الشخصية أتانابي   من موظف غير واعي الى انسان كامل الادراك بكل شيئ   فكل يوم يجب ان يعاش كما هو بكل ثوانية   ** يذكر كثيرا برواية موت إيفان إيليتش للكاتب الروسي العظيم ليو تلستوي في الحبكة وأيضا في الفكرة عبارة عن رحلة عاطفية من البداية الى النهاية يغور في موضوعات ثقيلة لا يتحملها الا القليلون بدًا من الموت حتى العلاقات العائلية ** الحبكة مجسدة في أربعة أعمدة   إرادة الحياة الرغبة العميقة في الحفاظ على الكرامة اختيار الطريقة المناسبة للعيش لا من اجل المال    اعمل ما تحب أي(عش ببهجه)   ** يجب على الجميع مشاهدة هذه التحفة الخالدة لأنه من الأفلام القليلة جدا التي تعلم درسا مهما   (أن نقدر العيش) ** تابع الفيلم مترجما الى العربية من هنا :    https://vimeo.com/628383286 الرقم السري: 1803   —————————————————————— محمد السبيعي