‍ 𝖦𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗌𝖱𝖾𝖿𝗅𝖾𝖼𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌

But I suppose you're aware of all this yourself and have enough understanding, and I think no matter how good the feeling of friendship and trust may be, it's not worth the pain of this feeling caused by betrayal and the loss of trust

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واقعاً بابت مهربونیتون و اینکه بهم یادآوري کردین مجبور نیستم به‌تنهایي با همهٔ این‌ها روبه‌رو بشم، ممنونم.

شنیدن اینکه توي این احساس تنها نیستم، بیشتر از چیزي که فکرش رو بکني برام ارزش داره. این روزها بار سنگیني از درد رو به دوش میکشم و اینکه بدون قضاوت، کسي حاضر باشه به حرف‌هام گوش بده، کمی نفس کشیدن رو برام آسون‌تر میکنه.

ممنونم که وقت گذاشتي تا من رو درك کني و چیزي به این شخصي بودن رو باهام در میون گذاشتي.

من هم بابت تقریباً تمام تصمیم‌هایی که می‌گیرم، چه مربوط به گذشته باشه و چه الآن، یه‌جور عذاب وجدان مثل خوره می‌افته به جونم و رهایم نمی‌کنه. سر اعتماد کردن، یا بابت این‌که یه ساعت بیش‌تر خوابیدم، باز ذهنم شروع می‌کنه به زیر و رو کشیدن و پیدا کردن هزار و یک ایراد از تصمیمی که گرفتم. فقط می‌خواستم بهت بگم که توی این حس و حال تنها نیستی. ما اینجاییم و واقعاً به حرف‌هات گوش می‌دیم. همین که بدونی یکی هست که حرف‌هات رو می‌شنوه، شاید یکم از سنگینی‌ش کم کنه

Well, hello again.

Excuse me, let me leave the church, I'll leave you a message when I get to the design Salon.

I feel like today is the day we're all going to come together.

اصلاً تنها نیستی. https://t.me/GlassReflections/13041

I wonder how much of me is left to call strength.

Even the strongest souls grow weary of bleeding for the same mistake.

But I doubt a half dead body could have any strength.

Sometimes trusting is a sign of strength that you are capable enough to accept the risk of betrayal and hurt, and not be afraid

I'm really grateful for you.

I don't even know how to explain it, but it feels good to know that someone sees something beautiful in me, especially when I'm struggling to see it in myself.

Your words mean more to me than you probably realize. I was feeling pretty lost, but somehow, talking to you made me feel a little calmer, dear kimia.

Thank you, seriously.

You know what? I barely know you, but I feel so close to you and I really don't know why. I don't actually believe in good people and bad people, I believe that everybody has their own nature and personallity and we choose different ways and behaviors. You really make me feel peace so much. And I really don't know why such a person like you, should get betrayed. I don't know if my words are making you feel better or worse but, I really really don't understand, like what? You are so full of beauty.

“𝖡𝖾𝗌𝗂𝖽𝖾 𝗆𝗒 𝗇𝖺𝗆𝖾 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗌 𝖬𝖾𝗎𝗋𝗍𝗋𝗂𝖾—𝖺 𝗊𝗎𝗂𝖾𝗍 𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗄 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗈𝗎𝗇𝖽𝗌 𝖨 𝖼𝖺𝗋𝗋𝗒, 𝗐𝗁𝗈𝗌𝖾 𝗆𝖾𝖺𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖨 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗎𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝖽𝖾𝖾𝗉𝗅𝗒 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝗉𝖺𝗌𝗌𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖽𝖺𝗒.”