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And I’m sorry that I couldn’t help, but I’m so glad I made it out

And something deep inside of me tells me that you’re not better now

But the way you treated me made me feel like a little kid

And I don’t regret loving you, ’cause I know that you needed it

But I should’ve known that you’d gone mad when I saw the way you punched your doors

You never laid your hands on me, and that’s something that I’m grateful for

Wondering what it takes for you to stay off my mind and far out of my bloodstream

Now I’m numb on my knees, praying to God you’d talk to me

Am I too much? Am I enough? ‘Cause you said you wouldn’t give up

And I just cannot give you what you need”

You’re saying, “I hear you, and I love you, but my heart, it hurts for you

And I’m craving you to change for me

And I’m crying on my mama’s floor, why don’t you want this anymore?

When we’re fighting, and all I need is somebody

That I’m like him ’cause he made me the way I am

The anger’s growing in me, it shows, could it be any clearer?

And I hear him in the way I speak, or when I look in the mirror

I am my father’s daughter, but I’m nothing like him at all

And I’m sitting here convincing you to pick up the phone and call

Soon you’ll open up your eyes, and it’ll all be gone one day