sleepless night

been called a "slut" but never: "she came in and she was like a shot of espresso , she's like being bathed in sunlight she's incredibly energetic and enthusiastic and she had this sense of play and fun , which was incredibly exciting"

you're not saying you're in love with me but you're going to

and if they call me a slut you know it might be worth it for once and if i'm gonna be drunk i might as well be drunk in love

if loving me means letting go and wishing me the best well , then i guess i wish , i wish , i wish you loved me less

اريد اسوي wolf cut

i never was the best to you i never was the best to you i never was , i never was and you destroyed every silver lining i had , in my head all of my feelings , you played with them go ahead , we can just call it conditioning we were too different i was so sensitive gave you the best of that you were so negligent now hope you feel terrible 'bout how you handled it

you know i know all your problems now flaked on me back in August and if i'm honest you've gotten harder to figure out

and i know it's long gone and that magic's not here no more and i might be okay but i'm not fine at all

and it was like slow motion standing there in my party dress in pink lipstick with no one to impress and they're all laughing and asking me about you but there was one thing missing and that was the moment i knew what do you say when tears are streaming down your face in front of everyone you know? and what do you do when the one who means the most to you is the one who didn't show? you should've been here and i would've been so happy

iris nebula - سديم القزحية

i'm having the best classes with my talented girl⭐🪽 (ignore the empty exam papers lol)

ولقَد رأَيتُك فِي مَنامِي لَيلَة فنسِيتُ مَا قَد كَان مِن أحْزانِي وحَسبتُ نَومِي فِي حُضُورك يَقظَة حتَّى أَفقتُ عَلَى فِرَاقِ ثَان لَو كُنتُ أعْلمُ أنَّ الحُلُم يَجمعُنا لأغْمَضتُ طولَ الدهرِ أجفانِي

lay on the horn to prove that it haunts me i love you , I'M SORRY