𝙂𝙞𝙧𝙡𝙮𝙏𝙖𝙡𝙠𝙨‏🌺

it's okay. maybe i'm meant to be the way i am. a shadow, someone who just exists and watches from afar. not important, not noticeable.

when they think I don't know but I actually do, just don't want to start another argument about it.

you're the last thing I'd be thinking about when my death comes....

I might say that I don't care and that I'm better off alone. but a part of me sometimes wonders what it'd feel like to be wanted. to be loved. to be called by beautiful names. to be held while the world is crumbling down on your shoulders.

dear god? am I not good enough for you to answer? don't you love us all the same?

"if I were you..." yeah, you'd lose your fucking mind if you were me.

what doesn't kill you makes you stare at the wall for hours and think about why 'you'?

I disappear sometimes, it's my thing.

drink eight cups of water every day, and avoid friendships, relationships, situationships, and any kind of sheep.

You can love someone with your whole heart and still know they're not meant for your future.

"You're so mature for your age" Thanks I traded my childhood for it.

being strong often means nobody notices you're struggling.

"You're so mature for your age" Thanks I traded my childhood for it.

my toxic trait is expecting ppl to get tired of me eventually.

same shit, different days.

i lied, i do want someone to choose me without hesitation.

so many problems that i don't know which one i should cry about.

I give people love, they give me headaches, insomnia and breakdowns instead.