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I did it again

Ur right, actually I'm depressed

I miss crying in her arms

I miss everyone I once had.

sometimes I wait for nothing. I just wait for idk how long for smth to happen. I'm sleepy but I stay awake, waiting. I'm looking at my phone, waiting. I'm looking at the clock, waiting. And I wish I fucking knew what the fuck am I waiting for.

Jealousy. A burning flame in my heart. Burning every color every breath every blood. And so, when it does, over and over again, it dies slowly and lets me die as well. It burns both of us alive while I try to escape. But then... I feel nothing after.

My heart aches.