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Standing upon a bridge
bound to two places
one steeped in guilt and shame,
the other burning
with absolute rage,
both calling my name
like they have known me longer
than I have known myself.
And I am tired of choosing.
And I cannot find my way out,
so I lay myself down upon the cold ground,
waiting for lightning
to tear through my body,
every single part of it,
one by one,
all in a moment,
till I’m gone.
so I won’t have to choose
between the two,
when I know either path
ends in a prepared hell
for sinners like me.
What if I’m guilty
and still worth saving?
My hand’s still red.
God knows,
it’s my own blood.
What if, somewhere beyond this,
that angel who remembers
I wasn’t like this before,
before I learned
how to scratch at every part of my soul,
would come saying,
“You can start it over
without swallowing that old bane
over and over again
just because you call it love.”
Maybe she’s coming
to find me there
still breathing,
more human
than I’m willing to believe.
- Sinner like me
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Standing upon a bridge
bound to two places
one steeped in guilt and shame,
the other burning
with absolute rage,
both calling my name
like they have known me longer
than I have known myself.
And I am tired of choosing.
And I cannot find my way out,
so I lay myself down upon the cold ground,
waiting for lightning
to tear through my body,
every single part of it,
one by one,
all in a moment,
till I’m gone.
What if I’m guilty
and still worth saving?
My hand’s still red.
God knows,
it’s my own blood.
What if, somewhere beyond this,
that angel who remembers
I wasn’t like this before,
before I learned
how to scratch at every part of my soul,
would come saying,
“You can start it over
without swallowing that old bane
over and over again
just because you call it love.”
Maybe she’s coming
to find me there
still breathing,
more human
than I’m willing to believe.
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دونستن راجب چیزی، حتی فقط به میزان کمی بیشتر از عموم مردم هیچوقت چیزی جز ناامیدی و خشم بسیار برای من برجای نگذاشته. خداروشکر بابت همه ی چیزهایی که نمیدونم و در اآینده هم ممکنه هست هیچوقت اونهارو ندونم.
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You came upon me like a hypnic jerk when I was just about settled
And when it counts you recoil with a cryptic word and leave a love belittled
Oh, what a cold and common old way to go
When I was feeding on the need for you to know me
Devastated at the rate you fell below me
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And while I'm in this body
I want somebody to want
And I want what I want
And I want
You
To love me
You.
