The only star

When will I die and be buried? Because every day I die while I am alive

I don't know why everything is against me, literally everything. Every time I'm optimistic, I receive harm from all sides. I have nothing to do but cry I think I'm too weak

Enough, I'm really tired. I hope that the worry will be removed from my heart and that I can live happily because now I don't know what is happening to me. Every time I look in the mirror, I see how I am losing myself over and over again.

Everything in the universe is not with me, everything is against me, so she likes to live in my fantasies. It is almost a dream that is impossible for it to become a deliberate reality that she enjoys because the whole universe is against me.

قُتِلتْ على الثرى العيونُ الطاهرة والنحرُ ما سُقيَ السُّوى بجراحي وسُبيتْ زينبُ ، والعينُ دامعةٌ تروي الحكايةَ في لظى النّباحِ .

I love to sleep, but my eyes do not sleep. I sleep for a few hours. Perhaps I am tired these days. The signs of fatigue are evident on my face.

I feel like I'm a burden on those I love. I don't want to live anymore. Everyone I love lets me down, talks behind my back, and pretends to love me. I feel like I don't belong to you at all. I feel like I'm an unwanted person.

I have two completely different personalities. The first personality is calm, loves old and quiet songs, likes to talk little, is very feminine, and loves pampering. As for the other personality, she is a bad personality. She usually does not like anyone who crosses her. If anyone treats her badly, she responds to him with the worst. She loves dark colors, loose clothing, and luxurious perfumes, but I love both personalities. Whoever wants to love me must love me with both of my personalities.

رسميًا بيداء اعداديه😳