AAU Confessions

Confession #1360 ​Most of you see someone who looks like they have it all together, and you assume it was just handed to them. You see a confident frame today and think everything in their life must have been smooth. You have no idea what’s actually behind the mask. ​As a kid, I was locked away. Strictly school and home. No playing outside, no social circle, and zero interaction with other kids. That isolation bred a massive, paralyzing fear of the social world. When I finally hit school, that vulnerability made me the ultimate target. I can say with 100% certainty that nobody in this channel was bullied or hunted the way I was. ​Up until 9th grade, it was constant warfare. I was routinely jumped and beaten by groups of 8 or 9 people while I stood completely alone. Insecure cowards would literally use me as a human punching bag just to show off their "toughness" to their girlfriends. ​I left that school in 9th grade and realized no one was coming to save me. My life became a calculated, years-long mission to bury that weak, terrified boy. I spent 10th through 12th grade forcing myself to improve, hiding the panic, and testing the mechanics of how social interaction actually works. ​Now, I walk into college, and the transformation completely confuses people. Girls try their absolute best to flirt and communicate with me, completely unaware that the guy they are looking at is still fighting the ghosts of his past every single day. They look at me and see a 6ft, handsome man and assume I'm a player—they have no clue that behind that exterior, the trauma still tries to make me freeze up when I talk back to them. I'm still out here taking it day by day, navigating a small male friend group, and learning the script of social life. And I need advice #Trauma #Harassment #School

Confession #1359 I think we should normalize pegging in Ethiopia what do u think gus? #Sexual

Confession #1356 ‎Hey guys not confession I just need advice I am 3rd year male 20 and I never had sex and I had the other experiences like making out all that thing before 11th grade and have exs but after the 11 grade I met my girl best friend and I have been in love with her since haven't told her doesn't plan to but here the thing after I met her I had a couple of girls who where interested in me even had a girlfriend but never done the physical stuff or like tried but now with pear pressure and everything i am confused and I made my goal to get laid I am talking to three girls asking them out in date and everything all of them are down but I don't feel good about it but I want to have the experiences but I don't wanna play with anyones heart ik I am doing a wrong thing here but you should see how bad it is in this side what do you think I should wait for the right women forget about the experience or the experience is worth it #Relationship #Sexual #Other

Confession #1355 I've been dating this guy for about 10 months, and honestly, I know he loves me. He's always treated me well, taken me on dates, introduced me to his friends, and made me feel loved. Because of my past, that meant a lot to me since all I've ever really wanted was to feel like someone's first choice. but there is a problem.... him talking to girls😮‍💨 The problem wasn't that he talked to other girls. The problem was that he kept hiding things from me. Throughout our relationship, there were multiple situations involving different girls where I found messages, calls, or interactions that he never told me about. Every time I found out, he would apologize, promise to be honest, and say it wouldn't happen again. But the same pattern kept repeating. I was always the one discovering things, while he was always the one apologizing afterward. Eventually, it stopped being about the girls themselves and became about trust. What hurt me most wasn't that he talked to them—it was that he kept things from me and only admitted them when I found out myself. After giving multiple chances and hearing the same promises over and over again also today I found out he has been talking to another girl (4th girl) I became exhausted and started questioning whether I could ever fully trust him cuz next year we're gonna be in ldr and imagine how am I gonna do that? if he can't tell me the truth when I am by his side how is he gonna tell me the truth when am far? and also he makes another lies to hide the first lie and i don't really think I can trust him anymore so I asked him to break up first he tried convincing me a little bit but eventually he agreed so we just broke up but idk if I made the right choice cuz i love him a lot I don't think there was some romantic talks between him and those girls and also he is just too innocent about some things and also I lost my v for him so now idk how my life is gonna be I feel like kezi buhala I am godelo I will never be good enough for someone so what do u guys advice me #Relationship #Sexual

Confession #1354 What's up with all these debauched and degenerate comments, what happened to modesty and shame? And the comments saying 'nigga this nigga that' speaking broken english thinking they sound cool are just embarrassing. You are Ethiopians with beautiful heritage, so stop trying to emulate cotton pickers who sing about murdering someone and strippers all day. #Other

Confession #1351 Eyetewadedachu meleyayet mn yahl kebad nw abrachu mehon endematchl stasbut oh god 😭 #Relationship

Confession #1350 This is For confession #1272 First of all ግለሰቦች social media ላይ ወተው አንድን action be አንዱ justify አረጉ ማለት እነሱ ሚከተሉት ሃይማኖት justify ያደርገዋል ማለት አይደለም ሲቀጥል ደሞ ያለምንም ፍርሃት ምንኖርበት ቦታ ያስፈልገናል ላልከው/ሽው ብዙ ነገር የተደረጋቹ አስመሰልከው/ሽው ሙስሊሞች በየቦታው ቁርአን ሲቃጠልባቸው መስጅድ ሲቃጠልባቸው... ኑረዋል (I'm not justifying the action) እኔ አያልኩ ያለሁት በ አርሲ አየሆነ ያለውን ነገር በምንም መንገድ እስልምና justify አያረገውም በዛ ላይ ኢትዮጵያ ምትተዳደረው በ Secular system ነው የትኛውም ሃይማኖት የ ራሴ ሚለው region ሊኖረው አይችልም ህጉም አይፈቅድም እና የ ሰዎችን አስተያየት base አርገህ/ሽ እስልምናን judge አታርግ/ጊ ነብያችን ሙሀመድ (ሰ.ዐ.ወ) ያኔ ሚዋጓቸውን ጠላት ለመግጠም እየተዘጋጁ "ጠላትን መግጠምን አትመኙ, ሰላምን ከአላህ ለምኑ ሰላምን ሚያክል ሞንም የለምና🕊️" ይሉ ነበረ ስለዚህ ሁላችንም በ social media ከመዝመት ይልቅ በየራሳችን ሃይማኖት ለ ሰላም እንፀልይ በ ሁለቱም ወገን ያሉትን ንፁሃን አላህ ይድረስላቸው በዳዮች በየትኛውም ሃይማኖት ተቀባይነት የላቸውምና እነሱንም አላህ በቃችሁ ይበላቸው🌹 Thank you all for reading🙏 #Religion

Confession #1349 Hy guys im 20 almost 21 😭and my problem is I really one have someone in my life and date or nikkah stuff ya but the thing is my family specifically my dad sides of the family wants me to marry from the same races 💔I know u guys might say why not just go against them but I can’t and it’s getting hard for me to find one malte ene i dont have problem but they gone make our life hell like the gossip and nagging not gone stop they gone do him and treat him dirty so why would I date a guy and make his life and my life hell if we not from the same ethnicity uk what i mean 🤷 like my family were involved in some political things ena most of them suffered thats why they have this mentality of keeping their ethnicity together……psa im from thos major 4 drama creators ethnics 😭and most of my families are olders so u got how it gone beee .. #Friendship #Crush #Family

Confession #1347 From brother to brother 🙏 Never pass up a good opportunity, career, or education for a girlfriend or any woman. Learn from my experience. Here is my story, shortly. I had my first love. We were together for about 5 years. Back then, I had nothing—no money, nothing. We were just kids. I was in Grade 12, and she was in Grade 10. She was completely out of my league financially 🤑. Then I passed my exams and got accepted into a very good university. I also had career opportunities and side hustles ahead of me. But for her, I changed my plans. Within a year, we broke up. That breakup messed me up. I went from a lover boy to a playboy. In between, there were too many body counts—I honestly lost count. Even today, I still struggle with that behavior. Later, I wanted to give myself and another girl a chance. I never cheated on her. We were together for almost 2 years. Then I graduated and got a job opportunity that paid very well—almost half a million per month. The job was outside the country. I didn't want to lose her because she had given me back the identity I had lost. But I was sure that distance would eventually separate us. This time, I learned from my past. Even though it hurt, I chose the work. But God's plan was different. The job start date was postponed for 6 months. During that time, we broke up over a stupid reason. Later, I found out that money played a role in the real reason. But this time, I never lost. Both of the girls I truly loved—and many others—tried to come back into my life. Everything I thought I had lost came back. But this time, they were the ones who lost. The moral of my story is this: luck and opportunities may come only once in your life. If you're lucky like me, maybe you'll get another chance. Guys, upgrade yourselves. Chase success and money 💰, not girls. The girls will come to you. I know God's hand was in my journey, but as a man, my advice to you is this: University education matters. I wish I had focused even more on my education, despite where I am today. Never sacrifice your future for a relationship. Build yourself first, and everything else will follow. #Other

Confession #1344 People who get offended or self rightgeous after reading a post that is tagged sexuall. I dont understand yall like for example this post is tagged sexuall so why does it get you angery when i say this like በዳዋት , ስምክዋት, ያለ condom keza ውስጥ ጨረስኩ. I dont get it ymr its natural thing to do and its literally people choice... Even when god judges you he dont say why did you have sex, he says did you feed me when i was hungry etc.... Not why but did you? So dear Ethiopia people STFU #Sexual

Confession #1343 Hi y'all how're you doing? Okay writing this was hard,...... When I was around 4 years old, I was let to play with children mixed of around my age younger than me and some which were older than me. Tp put it plainly,those who were bigger than us used to touch us inappropriately and force themselves on us. And mind you not only the boys but also the girls. And we were told not to tell our parents. And in my case one of the boys was my neighbour. When I tried to tell my mother she got mad at me just for trying to speak the word and I got beaten up so I couldn't tell my mom about it and the boy used that to intimidate me if I were to tell he would tell my mom fabricated fault of mine so I held the thing happen to me within myself. And the funny thing is although I had been experiencing this since I was 4 years old,I was a very sheltered girl that didn't even know what virginity was and where it is found till the age 15 of losing my virginity. So what happened is I am someone who has always been so much affected by "ይሉኝታ" Even now, I sometimes feel as though I don't fully understand how the word works.So when I was in grade 8 my class mate who was trying to persue a relationship with me told me that his life is being ruined because of me. He claimed that his academic performance , his reputation , his family life were sullied and suffered because of me and my foolish self asked him what I should do because I felt sorry 😭 and he told me that all I needed to do was become his girlfriend. And I didn't even know what a girlfriend is meant to do. When I asked he said he'd guide me. After some times he asked me if I was a virgin and I answered 'I don't know ' what's that? he said I'll show you tomorrow. The next day, he told me that We'd do what a boyfriends and girlfriends do. I trusted him because I didn't know any better. I ended up bleeding. When I told him I want him to stop because it hurt, he told me that if he stopped I'd bleed every day like in the dramas and my cloth would get soaked with blood in public. I believed him and that's how I lost my virginity. And now that I know my virginity is my crown, my honour, it really pains me. And I learned about ተክሊል years after losing my virginity 🥺. It really is painful. It hurts every time I see the bride with her አክሊል 🥺 So what I want to say is to all families , not just parents,elder brothers and sisters protect your little ones and listen to them when they try to tell you something and educate them on what they needed to learn early please Tell them that if someone asks them to keep a secret from their parents, they should come and tell you instead. Teach them what they need to know, and protect them from both boys and girls. Be their safe place; please don't make them fear you. That is exactly when and where keeping secrets begins. Please, protect your children from a lifetime regret. 🙏 PLEASE 🙏🙏🙏 #Harassment #Family #Relationship

Confession #1342 Hello everyone, 20M here. Before you comment anything indecent or insult you can just scroll I really really need help and im really confused. So to summarise it in short growing up I didnt have a nice relationship with my mother, she was emotionally abusive and vindictive. She treated me like I was orphan kid. Part of me understood now it's because my dad cheated on her when I was 12 and I resemble him. Not only im the only man beside my dad in the house, im close with my dad. Like REAL CLOSE. Anyways what she chose to do is up to her Idc anymore. The problem starts there, and when Iwas 14 and 15 I got into relationship which it went terribly, my ex played me like a doll. Since then I think I was craving the attention and affection I never got I jumped from one relationship to another which I am not happy about, which all of them turn out bad. If I say I got into 6 relationsihps and all of them end up hurting me. So as you can guess I become misandrist. Im not talking about Andrew Tate type, worse than him. It got to the point where if a girl is acting cute or innocent my mind will immediately tell me "ohh she probably get cracked" or something like that. Even worse I dated once a pastor girl that had more body count than the girls I dated, and I think its because of that every time I see a girl worshipping in church "ohh she retired bop" I know deep down to some extent im probably right but it got worse to the point where I cant trust no girl. I cant post much detail because most people here knows me. I just need help. What shall I do? And before yall mention religion or psychiatrist, I TRIED. And guess what? I go back to the same loop #Family #Mental

Confession #1341 Ok guys help a guy out I am man And trying to grow my hair and all.Also i want it to be curly and like u know how they do it ... my hair is 4c and it is the most kerdada hair you will ever see So any tips and products and suggestions? #Other

Confession #1339 "After I became rich, I became a sex addict." ምን እንደማረግ ግራ ገብቶኛል 😭 ድሃ እያለሁ አርፌ ስራዬን እሰራ ነበር ሙሉ ለሙሉ ትኩረቴ የነበረው አላማዎቼን ማሳካት , ሃብታም መሆን ብቻ ነበር ሃብታም ከሆንኩ በኋላ ግን ከቤት በወጣሁ ቁጥር ሴክስ ሳላረግ አልመለስም ክለብ , ኮንሰርት , የተለያዩ ኢቨንቾች ላይ ምናምን ሴቶችን አፕሮች አረጋለሁ የዛኑ ቀን ሴክስ አረጋለሁ ሴቶችም አፕሮች ያረጉኛል የዛኑ ቀን ሴክስ እናረጋለን አቃለሁ "Sex is an enjoyable thing." ግን ገደብ ሊኖረው ይገባል ብዬ አምናለሁ እኔም ቺክ ላይ ተፍ ተፍ የምለውን ነገር ብቀንስ ደስ ይለኛል አፕሮች ስደረግም እምቢ ማለት እየፈለኩም አልችልም የዛኑ ቀን ሴክስ አረጋለሁ ምን ላርግ Please በቁም ነገር አማክሩኝ ፀልይ , ትዳር ያዝ ምናምን የሚል ምክር እንዳትመክሩኝ Please እኔ ሰላሳው አጋማሽ ላይ ነው ትዳር መያዝ የምፈልገው 33 , 34 ,35 ምናምን አሁን ገና 26 አመቴ ነው እና ምን ላርግ ምከሩኝ Please #Sexual

Confession #1337 Guys is that normal to be obsessed with cousins #Relationship #Addiction #Family

Confession #1336 My dad caught me j*rking off There was a shack in our compound, separate from the main house, where I used to spend a lot of time. It didn’t have a door, so I hung bed sheets over the entrance for privacy. The whole thing was made from ቆርቆሮ so when it rained, you can't hear a thing. One afternoon, while it was pouring outside, I was inside the shack, gooning, facing away from the door. Suddenly, I felt a tap on my shoulder. I freaked, panicked, hastily pulled my pants, and turned around—only to see my dad smiling as if nothing had happened. He casually said, “Come eat mekses,” . Life went on as if that moment never happened, but every now and then, the memory resurfaces—and it still weirds me out. I'm traumatized 😫 #Addiction

Confession #1335 Guys I'm into boobs. Your confessions are like lukewarm water. So I'll spice it up. Isn't it concerning the lack of big boobs or even guys who like big boobs? It's just ass everywhere I go. Straight ass like this uni. Where are my people, dude? #Sexual #Relationship

Confession #1333 So,the thing is I can't stop reading bl. ITS SO ADDICTING.And some times I fantasize about pegging a man too 😭,I just can't stop sorry to the guys I pegged in my daydream 🙏🏾😭 #Sexual #Addiction

Confession #1332 So guys I been looking into this and turns out when you’re in love your brain doesn’t just reward you it also turns down activity in two parts the frontal lobe and the amygdala The frontal lobe handles logical reasoning and judgment and stuff so your ability to think straight gets a little messed with And the amygdala controls fear so when you’re in love both of them are kinda toned down which makes you feel comfy around the person and less likely to notice red flags😭 Maybe this is why people end up with the wrong person lmao😂 #Other

Confession #1329 Hey guys m 23 Betamm ye habtam lej ena habtam yhonech set be tafkerachu mn taregu neber? aschnkacheg welahi ene demo lesua ስሜት yelgem beza lay yene ወርሀዊ gebi lesua 40 እና 50 ሺ lebs nw megezabet nw bmn melku abreyat leguaz ? #Other