bullshitting to all

im not even average person anymore, I'm just a lowly commoner whose existence doesn't even create a wave in the ocean of life. all i do is hate everything which i see from my eyes, why is there so much hate inside my heart.

i hate all religious places, all religions gatherings and everything that proposes the idea of religion

crying does cleanse your soul apparently

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Anysubject you guys want to learn just for learning's sake?

Anysubject you guys want to learn just for learning's sake?

As soon as I shed my inner man they've shed their inner woman and we're two human talking to each other.

i also don't want anybody to see me

i also wanna try chicken soup

that reminds me of, i wanna do drugs again

really? i thought i just used to hallucinate like normal

️ℹ️ Definition of dissociative Dissociatives are a class of hallucinogen, which distort perceptions of sight and sound and produce feelings of detachment - dissociation - from the environment and self. This is done through reducing or blocking signals to the conscious mind from other parts of the brain. Although many kinds of drugs are capable of such action, dissociatives are unique in that they do so in such a way that they produce hallucinogenic effects, which may include sensory deprivation, dissociation, hallucinations, and dream-like states or trances. Some, which are nonselective in action and affect the dopamine and/or opioid. systems, may be capable of inducing euphoria. Many dissociatives have general depressant effects and can produce sedation, respiratory depressioncitation needed, analgesia, anesthesia, and ataxia, as well as cognitive and memory impairment and amnesia. These drugs include PCP aka Angel Dust, Ketamine aka Special K. 📌 Examples Oh man these Dissociatives , that PCP made me feel like mt body is 100 feet in front of me, I'm out of my body!

️ℹ️ Definition of dissociative Dissociatives are a class of hallucinogen, which distort perceptions of sight and sound and produce feelings of detachment - dissociation - from the environment and self. This is done through reducing or blocking signals to the conscious mind from other parts of the brain. Although many kinds of drugs are capable of such action, dissociatives are unique in that they do so in such a way that they produce hallucinogenic effects, which may include sensory deprivation, dissociation, hallucinations, and dream-like states or trances. Some, which are nonselective in action and affect the dopamine and/or opioid. systems, may be capable of inducing euphoria. Many dissociatives have general depressant effects and can produce sedation, respiratory depressioncitation needed, analgesia, anesthesia, and ataxia, as well as cognitive and memory impairment and amnesia. These drugs include PCP aka Angel Dust, Ketamine aka Special K. 📌 Examples Oh man these Dissociatives , that PCP made me feel like mt body is 100 feet in front of me, I'm out of my body!

goddam stfu nerd

️ℹ️ Definition of Dissociation Dissociating is one of the most common responses to abuse and trauma. It involves feeling numb, detached or unreal and (while it happens to everyone once in a while) is experienced more frequently and severely in survivors. Dissociating people vary widely in symptoms and may experience any or all things from the following list. Types of dissociation: Depersonalisation Common: “I feel strange / weird”, “I felt as if I was floating away”, “I felt disembodied / disconnected / detached / far away from myself”, “apart from everything”, “in a place of my own / alone”, “like I was there but not there”, “I could see and hear everything but couldn’t respond”. Derealisation “My surroundings seem unreal / far away”, “i felt spaced out”, “it was like looking at the world through a veil or glass”, “i felt cut off or distant from the immediate surroundings”, “objects appeared diminished in size / flat / dream-like / cartoon like / artificial / unsolid”. Other dissociative symptoms: Memory: “I drove the car home / got dressed / had dinner but can’t remember anything about it”, “I don’t who I am or how I got here” (fugue state), “ I remember things but it doesn’t feel like it was me that was there”. Identity: “I feel like I’m two seperate people/someone else”. Other: “I felt like Time was passing incredibly slow/quickly”, “I get so absorbed in a fantasy/TV programme that it seems real”, “I felt an emptiness in my head as if I was not having any thoughts at all”. 📌 Examples You may experiencing dissociation if you: -find yourself staring at one spot, not thinking anything -feel completely numb -feel like you’re not really in your body, like you’re watching yourself in a movie -feel suddenly lightheaded or dizzy - lost the plot of the show or conversation you were focused on - feel as if you’re not quite real, like you’re in a dream - feel like you’re floating -suddenly feel like you’re not a part of the world around you -feel detached and far away from other people, who may seem mechanical or unreal to you -are very startled when someone/something gets your attention completely forget what you were thinking just a moment ago -suddenly cover your face or react as if you’re about it be hurt for no reason - can’t remember important information about yourself, like your age or where you live -find yourself rocking back and forth -become very focused on a small or trivial object or event -find that voices, sounds or writing seem far away and you sometimes have trouble understanding them -feel as if you’ve just experienced a flashback (perhaps rapidally) but you can’t remember anything about it -perceive your body as foreign or not belonging to you

️ℹ️ Definition of Dissociation Dissociating is one of the most common responses to abuse and trauma. It involves feeling numb, detached or unreal and (while it happens to everyone once in a while) is experienced more frequently and severely in survivors. Dissociating people vary widely in symptoms and may experience any or all things from the following list. Types of dissociation: Depersonalisation Common: “I feel strange / weird”, “I felt as if I was floating away”, “I felt disembodied / disconnected / detached / far away from myself”, “apart from everything”, “in a place of my own / alone”, “like I was there but not there”, “I could see and hear everything but couldn’t respond”. Derealisation “My surroundings seem unreal / far away”, “i felt spaced out”, “it was like looking at the world through a veil or glass”, “i felt cut off or distant from the immediate surroundings”, “objects appeared diminished in size / flat / dream-like / cartoon like / artificial / unsolid”. Other dissociative symptoms: Memory: “I drove the car home / got dressed / had dinner but can’t remember anything about it”, “I don’t who I am or how I got here” (fugue state), “ I remember things but it doesn’t feel like it was me that was there”. Identity: “I feel like I’m two seperate people/someone else”. Other: “I felt like Time was passing incredibly slow/quickly”, “I get so absorbed in a fantasy/TV programme that it seems real”, “I felt an emptiness in my head as if I was not having any thoughts at all”. 📌 Examples You may experiencing dissociation if you: -find yourself staring at one spot, not thinking anything -feel completely numb -feel like you’re not really in your body, like you’re watching yourself in a movie -feel suddenly lightheaded or dizzy - lost the plot of the show or conversation you were focused on - feel as if you’re not quite real, like you’re in a dream - feel like you’re floating -suddenly feel like you’re not a part of the world around you -feel detached and far away from other people, who may seem mechanical or unreal to you -are very startled when someone/something gets your attention completely forget what you were thinking just a moment ago -suddenly cover your face or react as if you’re about it be hurt for no reason - can’t remember important information about yourself, like your age or where you live -find yourself rocking back and forth -become very focused on a small or trivial object or event -find that voices, sounds or writing seem far away and you sometimes have trouble understanding them -feel as if you’ve just experienced a flashback (perhaps rapidally) but you can’t remember anything about it -perceive your body as foreign or not belonging to you

️ℹ️ Definition of Disassociation Your brain's way of blocking out a traumatic situation that you do not want to remember. This is a common phenomenon within those who have been raped or experienced other forms of sexual assault. 📌 Examples Disassociation is basically your brain protecting you from yourself