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“Male fantasies, male fantasies, is everything run by male fantasies? Up on a pedestal or down on your knees, it's all a male fantasy: that you're strong enough to take what they dish out, or else too weak to do anything about it. Even pretending you aren't catering to male fantasies is a male fantasy: pretending you're unseen, pretending you have a life of your own, that you can wash your feet and comb your hair unconscious of the ever-present watcher peering through the keyhole, peering through the keyhole in your own head, if nowhere else. You are a woman with a man inside watching a woman. You are your own voyeur.” -Margaret Atwood

Augsburg today

and I'm the fugitive

I ran away after my last final With Oliver in my hand and Alex in my ears

I'm 100 km away from home

I'll hold onto my heart

"It is better to be a human being dissatisfied than a pig satisfied; better to be Socrates dissatisfied than a fool satisfied. And if the fool, or the pig, are of a different opinion, it is because they only know their own side of the question." John Stuart Mill

WHERE IS IT

WHERE IS THE CD

It is no wonder I have left the contemplation of my actual life and fallen to musing on the appearances, the ridiculousness and the coarseness of things in general. Journals of Anais Nin | June 1, 1924

"Man’s anxiety is that he is losing his (so-called) identity as a ‘human being’." J.F. Lyotard

I know for a fact that I'll fail again But damn I write a 7 pages long characterisation

When I tell you that I can't move wrist anymore believe me

I just wonder How am I to face life if I can't face the simplest of things

Bye

I seriously wanna kill myself

PERFECT SENSE

Yall aren't ready for me In two weeks and I'll be posting threads pictures (note that most of my channel's pictures are taken by me and I've been encaged for a long time now) Music and journal entries

Richard of York The executive branch