اگزیستانسیال

idk might fuck around and stop this whole life's going process by attempting with my personal will.

it's just so pointless. all these days and our lives passes doing literally nothing but getting worse every day.

I spend my days like they're dirty cash and buying stupid stuff with it that I throw them in my closet.

2:48 in the famine asylum, disordered and delusional. onward into lights graveyard, to our makers no longer with us.

all set for annihilation. draped in thermonuclear, a mercy blow from it to us.

I can't decide if I want an extra hour of sleep or be buried 6ft underground.

whenever I look into the sun, the jealousy of being a vampire runs in my veins.

another successful day of doing absolutely fucking nothing.

3:33 in this full-moon dusk only one last scream remained. only one wish remained: I hope you all die slowly.

my brain is not in my team or other teams either. this bitch have no sides.

wish I could talk to my brain in person at the dinner table. (it will be our first and last meal together)

I'm sat and do nothing and all of the sudden there's this wave of feelings and voices that leads me to jump off from my window.