اگزیستانسیال

please remain in the shadows, i already have a darkass future all by myself.

if it's from the past, then why tf doesn't it stay there? fuck you trying to prove in the present? LEAVE ME ALONE BABA.

everytime i think about the past, i can feel my insides coming right up to my mouth and make me literally puke.

you ruined it but never noticed it, now it's hitting you in your guts.

3:27 take me back to the womb.

and together we fight, together we die, give me your tongue and the earth flies by. but together we're one, together we've died, i am your sun and your earth.

strange but blind, she shows up timed. angry and scared, i lose my mind. i hate you in death, i love you in life, these feelings of fear, they rule my life.

but i'm afraid of life, i need some understanding, world. but i'm afraid of life, i need some strength and four more horse.

my honest reaction whenever i can't:

actually, keep up on pretending to be like me. i would like to see how you would kys so i can take inspiration of how you die.

be your own shit-self for fuck's sake.

imagine you have no swag, so you pretend you're like me. that stinks and is disgusting.

my fangs will drain your energy. the blood is the life. mortuum by night, by the stars, eternal, i weep.

i awoke. i'm haunted by the memories eternal, i weep. my sullen cries fell down towards the nether, the scepter of suffering.

6:18 i felt the night turn back to the other side, i felt the night breathing, suffering