اگزیستانسیال

2:38 so let the coffin be a simple box, just wood and nails, and the crushing weight of a life consumed by its own hate.

I think way too much as a miserable human being, and it's literally a pain in the ass.

if i had 9 lives, i would double it and give it to the next person. it's all yours please take this shit away from me.

I sleep and hope for tomorrow, like getting hit by a truck or something else like that.

2:10 they say time heals all, I looked inside and all I know the answers I can't find.

please don't ask about my day, i've had the same day for the past 3 years.

I might stop the healing progress and order a shotgun with 2 packs of bullets instead.

the most essential thing before sleep is to drink a glass of cold water. and of course, a bullet in your forehead after that.

wondering if I could ever wind up being him. he's not me, all this daydreaming without sympathy.

3:12 where I own every want, always seeking to enter a taker begging for closure. go, I need aloneness. I was feigning relief, wasn't calm until now.