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هرکس بدون حضور دیگر / t.me/loyrex

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برای کاستوم هالووین خودت باش. بذار بقیه اون روی سگت رو ببین و از ترس توی خودشون جیش کنن.

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3:03 my own eyes tell me lies when they cry, tears fall from my eyes. in the mirror i see my soul die, don't wanna see no more.

i'm not so sure but it's alright for now, just know it's my route. a few takes more within my core, i can feel it now.

1:34
+what do you see when you look inside yourself? -when i look inside myself? i see everything. i see all. i've seen the good, bad, the evil. i see the whole thing. +how much evil is there? -as much as you see. +what do you see?

i'm talking a ride to the back of mind, away from fear where the worst can feel so divine.

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drowning in memories, i can see in my head. my head knowing that they'll never be far away, still i see them again and again🪽.

did it worth it? no, but do i feel guilty about it? of course not, and am i lying to my ass? absolutely yes.

you didn't have to do me this dirty when you already knew that i'm just a massive mess.

"میدونی مشکلت چیه؟ مشکلت اینه که بند نافت رو با غم بریدن. مهم نیست چقدر سعی کنی، چقدر تلاش کنی، چقدر به خودت تلقین کنی تا خوشحال بنظر برسی و لذت زندگی رو تجربه کنی، تو همیشه غمگین خواهی موند چون توی رگ‌هات به‌جای خون، غم در جریانه."

sometimes all you should do is to stfu.

i don't even trust my brain, so what could possibly make you think that i trust you either?

my own brain is standing against me so don't you dare to say that i have trust issues.

i suffer from the most simple things that would happen to a human and enjoy the most gut wrenching shit that is existed in the whole universe.

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i've reached the top. i've reached the edge.

2:27 try to shoot, try to bleed, try to smash me. you will fail and smite to the ground. try to burn, try to crush, try to hack me. you will be stricken down to the ash.

break me down, build again, modify me. i have chosen my way, i have a city to burn.

my body feels no pain but my ghost is sick. i fly towards the sun, i feel the heat. i can't escape from my own rage, i almost peaked. my mind is fading away, i find it hard to stay.