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هرکس بدون حضور دیگر / t.me/loyrex

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in fact, nothing could be clearer. whether it was now or twenty years from now, I would still be the one dying. at that point, what would disturb my train of thought was the terrifying leap I would feel my heart take at the idea of haying twenty more years of life ahead of me.

deep down I knew perfectly well that it doesn't much matter whether you die at thirty or at seventy since in either case other men and women will naturally go on living and for thousands of years.

hope for me was meant like being cut down on some street corner, as you ran like mad, by a random bullet.

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i've felt the pain of a brutal war. i feel the pain of a lasting war.

1:27 that everlasting glow that blinds my view, my apathy turns thru and thru. my war inside has drained my will, those things i've done were overkill.

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sometimes i need the fuel i drain from you, that lasting dose turns cold and blue. i've died before so many times. in time reborn, in time i'll find.

قرار نبود تحمل کنیم. قرار بود تجربه کنیم، لذت ببریم، و حالا فقط باید تلاش کنیم تا زنده بمونیم.

تغییری درکار نیست، تطبیق میشی به چیزی که نباید.

تمام عمرم درحال فرار کردن از چیزی بودم که هستم، و حالا اینجام. همون آدمم، همون چیزی که ازش متنفر بودم.

زندگی یک دفعه به خودش میارتت و میبینی دوباره همون جایی هستی که سگ‌دو میزدی تا ازش دور شی.

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i need to go somewhere without myself.

birds singing, wind blowing, sun's rising, everything in its order, but me? i don't think so.

I wish I could once look at my window and enjoy the view instead of fighting the urges to jump from it.

people keep complaining like it's only their lives, bro look at my fucked up one.

"you get used to it" what if i kill myself rn?

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