اگزیستانسیال

sending death wishes to me is the same as kissing me on the forehead so I would be so pleased if you were doing it to me.

I'm so hungry that I can eat any pills that I would find in the house.

I can't do anything without being embarrassed and disgusted by my own existence.

6:14 I don't wanna live.

5:06 that's what you got from the human race. I don't wanna talk nor I have nothing to say. I understand the know of human embrace, someone dig me up and seek it in my ribs.

3:49 all my life to see much far road will end of one become life. all lead my ways to turned to lie with my life. all theseinconveniences in my eyes for something I can't return. I hate myself for not doing nothing as feel died.

physically in bed, mentally buried 6ft underground.

every time I think that I can't be lower in my life, I just find myself on the floor.

I'm just a little too tired of surviving this timeline that is called life that I should've enjoyed every second of it.

I always disappoint. in math, in act, in communication, in being a member of society, in being kind or sad. I'm just a disappointment that exists.

I hadn't looked out my window for months, and after almost 6 months, I still wanna jump out of it.

imagine hating on me and I'm just in my room accepting death wishes.

it doesn't matter that it can be fixed by talking or doing something about it, for me the only solution is dying.

1:56 I'm paralysed with you on my mind. I feel the jail, it comes across my sight. I'm bleeding out, could you save me now?