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how real love feels like

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Questions here

everything i was looking for... i already had

The kind of ppl who know silence is language too

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Night talk?

iam more interesting for me u pathetic bitch

Sm part of me says md ur pathetic bitch

I need more night ppl here

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read before you choose to go and after that message im trying so hard not to disturb u anymore. not because i don want to not because i don miss u, but because i know that sometimes silence is the only thing left to give. ive already said what i needed to say. ive reached out left my words hanging between us like a bridge that u may or may not ever choose to cross. and now all i can do is step back hold onto whatever dignity i have left and try, really try to let u go. but its not easy. its not easy when my fingers itch to type out another message when my heart races at the thought of seeing your name light up my screen. its not easy when my mind keeps replaying the past wondering if there was something more i could have done something different i could have said. its not easy when every part of me still longs for the comfort of your presence the sound of your voice the familiarity of everything we used to be. still i remind myself. u didnt ask me to stay. u didnt ask me to keep trying and as much as i wish things were different as much as i wish u'd reach out i refuse to be the person who forces their presence where it's no longer wanted. so i stay quiet. i fight the urge to send another message to ask how u are to tell u that i still care. instead i learn to sit with the silence. i learn to carry my feelings alone without the need for a response. i learn to let my love exist without expectation without the hope that u'll suddenly turn around and realize u miss me too. i still think of u in the little moments. when i see something that i know would make you laugh. i wonder if u ever have those moments too or if ive already faded from your world completely. i try to fill my time with distractions to keep my mind busy. but nothing quite erases the emptiness. it lingers a quiet ache that refuses to disappear. some days i wake up and its a little lighter a little easier to bear. other days it hits me all over again as if no time has passed at all. but i remind myself over and over that this is whats best that if u wanted me in your life u would have made an effort to keep me there. that silence speaks just as loudly as words and your silence has said everything i needed to hear. so im trying trying to accept what is rather than what i wish it could be. trying to let go of the hope that you'll suddenly come back. trying not to disturb u anymore not because i don care but because i respect u enough to give you space. and maybe one day u'll miss me the way i miss u. maybe one day you'll realize that some connections are too rare to simply walk away from but until that day comes if it ever does. i will stay silent. i will let u go even when it hurts. i will stop reaching for someone who no longer reaches for me not because i dont love u anymore but because i love myself enough to know when it's time to walk away. #thefeeling -md

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