🌙• LEIDEN'S ARCHIVE •✨

Now, my life IRL is not in constant survival mode anymore, so I am not motivated to play pretend being neutral or being whatever other people want to be or want to talk about me. I am who I want to be, like it or not. So I'll keep making cool art in other channel!!!✨🥺 I wanted to make a fresh start, since there's a bunch of Maria and Yurike art, and no matter how much I like their designs, people will get confused anyways hahah

and that's the only thing I don't like about being seen or not, people assume whatever if you have numbers or not, and personally, I am SO GRATEFULL FOR ALL OF YOU RECOGNIZING, ENJOYING, AND WANTING my art around all this time, but a reason why I was being caged in a lie, or better yet, being so closed with my stuff, it's because I wanted to avoid conflicts, and I've chosen terrible people to open up and talk. Now, It's different, but I'm also not looking for new friends or something that makes me stay in Telegram, and I want to recover that social and happy side of me, that side that wasn't wondering if the next artist or whoever person I talk to will eventually have issues with me, mostly for the same problem, I'm kind to avoid conflict, and then I end up not being what others want from me and get angry.

I always enjoyed to share my art, to take commissions or requests, to proof myself everyday, but, social anxiety, either online or in person, is real, and people can be amazing! and some others can go ahead and be terrible towards a screen. and I'm talking about everyone, I even can include myself for not being honest with the people around me for the sake of dissociation and fear of "being alone" lol

I used to not be afraid of sharing memes, music that I enjoy, more pictures of my cats and the world I created, answering questions or making polls. However, of course, It's easy to hide online what's going on in irl, it is easy to fucking break down your self-esteem if you had online pressure since you have like 14 years old and, I don't need that anymore

I created a new channel to share not only my new art, but also, be myself, not in the best way I could, not in the professional way... In the way that it's healthy to me

Okay

Would you wait 30 MINUTES?????

gUYS i HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY IN 30 MIN

Kay I just woke up and this is the first thing that I see AHAHHAAH (Lunita is sleeping in Tebo's side, I love them so much)

Otro iconito listo para el adorable @pastelaris! 💙 Gracias por comisionarme! ✨ 🌙@OrionMeles

🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈 Look at this lovely couple! 🏳️‍🌈 Commission ready for @ReeceNightshade! ✨ 🌙 @OrionMeles

Guess who wanted to make pijama pants for his boyfriend tonight (???

ABRIRÉ ÚNICAMENTE 5 SLOTS! DM: @TeboomBear -@MouseRam -@StarppyPurple - - -

Quick thingy for our BDAY BUDDY @Dakooii!! ⭐️ SOS UN SOLECITO QUE MERECE BRILLAR TODO LO QUE QUIERA, se le quiere mucho Amargadouuuu💙

This was an easy concept to think about, ngl

ANOTHER ICON READY FOR @MuThyme ✨ I really enjoy the emo/scene aesthetic ngl

Commission done for our big boy @ScootleZinogre! 💙

Today I'm going to take a breath and work on Icon and regular commissions out of my working corner, if I owe you an Icon or I contacted you to work on it, please, just dm me! I'm also managing a quick solution to the change of username that I'm working on, I do appreciate your kindness and patience! ✨

Yesterday I found some time to clean my sewing space since it was the hottest mess and got time to think, this is the right choice--