Born sinner

I was wrong. I couldn't overcome myself. All the lies I told. All the souls I sold. Maybe if I had not tried so hard not to be myself. I see from a new vantage point now. Sitting securely in the center of the sun. It is not all understood. How does one continue this experiment? Hoping for connection, while looking backwards through a mirror with no reflection? Its a long time since I learned about hate transfer. A long time since I was shown how to give ones power to another. I always wonder to much. Its better not to fester or pick at old wounds. Just makes the scars deeper uglier and more prominent on one's soul. How to let go. That is the debate which makes me irritate. If it is all let go then how is one to know those secret sacred moments often in a state of ever evolving revolving revelation? Lack of character, or an excess of the need for my you to fit in your projected placement for my involvement in this shared station now playing called life. I might just make it.

World Scientists Contracts wrote a formula to kill mankind using Creation. Consisting of weapons, Predicted Future Outcomes, human existences and infinite existences to kill mankind... I have reason to believe in my case they used the Earth's Gravitational Pull... Using my Enlightenment to kill creation, mankind and me.

We get according to what we already have and can give out of. this insanity of the "relevant" social matrix, that's like trying to suck the marrow out of the dead bones of a dead Civilization - by compare with the treasure within that no one and nothing can break in or steal - must be put aside in favor of a new creation, wherein nothing is taken for granted any longer, or much less so, as we walk around a little awestruck at the fact of our own existence and current experience of being alive in the universe and in this world of ours.

"There is no such thing as hope! The concept of hope is nothing more than giving up.” Obito Uchiha