Mixed vibes💁‍♀️

What if I said that? Accepted what u want Or just kept quiet And not ruin shit... Would we be alright? No fight? What if I was normal? Like the others, Not real Agree with every moves Showing those fake smiles Chuckle and then leave it Like they say, Forget it and move on But till when? Till ur mind explodes? Ur mouth throw those words? Unconsciously... Without the presence, Of ur brain and ur heart? Which u don't meant at all? Regret, Will be the only thing Left. And reasons? Obvious! Minutes of patience, Choosing words Darling, it's all about Considering Consequences. But the thing is, I can't do this Can't keep quiet Acting okay When I am not! And say I moved on While my throat is burning! Aching! Of silence Keeping it in Not saying it out So we'll be alright! Can I do that? Nope, no, not really Because, Darling, I'll be minding ur words, Ur thoughts and feelings, Every nights and mornings. #Coolcrazy

Beneath Beneath the sky like a prey? Beneath the moon and the sun. Beneath the millions stars, Like freckles on teenage's face, Beneath of this and that, And of all, beneath of God. Feeling uneasy, not important, Doesn't matters gained or lost, Makes no change nor difference, Just other life, which's gonna wipe, From the surface, Like it never was, Never exists, Forgotten. I mean who're we kidding? No influence made, No reminder set. Just continues the cycle, Like it always does, Even if some one borns or dies, Because after all, We're beneath, All of that and this. -N #Nardi

Not worth it I heard you over, By the locker, At the aisle, Of our school, Talking shit about, How I act alot, Asking questions, About my chitchats, With your friends, Confusing alot about, Why I don't give, much of a side glance, For your face, Let alone talk you, Listen your blabbing, But I have answer, For your quesionary, Even if you don't, Ask me directly. It's because of that, You're not worthy for fact, To waste my time around, Your big ego and head, Have given me headache, Just from your braggy sentence, I've heard from distance. So the final answer of mine, About you questioning my vibe, Is bellow clearly stated, #YOU'RE NOT WORTH IT. -N #Nardi

Why can't you?! Why can't you be the person? I draw in my mind, I cursed in my tongue, I slapped on my hands, I hated with every drops In my blood, Why can't you be the person? That one, with cruel words, Awful mouth, wicked face, You are with me. That person with pricly words, Words to cut me in pieces, To make me bleed to death, Why can't you put your mask down? And make The world moan, Moan in amusement and awe, awe of what I see, your real personality. Why can't you stop acting, Acting like an angle, Acting like innocent girl. I'm asking you this, 'Cuz it makes this, My whole revenge plans, Easy and poisonous, Killing you in pace, That you wouldn't know, What even happened to you, The same way you planned for me, My revenge in the past, revenge, revenge for the reason, I know NOTHING about. -N #Nardi

Innocence I found a picture of us, While cleaning my things, I look at our photos, With brim of tears, In my eyes. Oh God, we were so pure, Without a spot of spoil, We were in our pink gown, Looking like angeles from heaven, We were timid of monsters, Under the bed, behind the doors, Not by what life, Would give us next time, We were grasping, each others hands, Like we might disappear from surface, I read love, innocence, Unspoiled pureness, In our eyes, Not grief and tears. I remember our hasty decision, Like our life depends on. I do cry when I see, Pictures of us, From before ages, For how pure I was. I do cry for little me, For not opening her eyes and see, Clear of fogs of innocence, That the world doesn't, Spin around unicorns. -N #Nardi

Pop quiz When a pop quiz Is in a menu For 'Surprise' Your vision 'll blur out Inspite, Regret surges inside. We think pop quiz As revenge test For being annoying Through out the years The evil part of this Only reflect in our sides The humiliation To all teachers The felling they felt Through out the months The irritating comments From students The anger flickers In teachers mindes It will update in us In minutes How lousy we were Just in pop quiz. #Nardi

Apple afraid Apple afraid, afraid of fights, , Afraid of Christmas ,of Thursday nights, Afraid of butterflies, Afraid of slungs, Afraid of nana's kisses, Afraid of dad's hugs, Afraid of circuses, Afraid of clowns, Afraid of dad's mood, Afraid of nana's frowns, Afraid of speaking, infront of class. Afraid of having no, Friends at school, Afraid of all the Girls ,who are Easily cool . Afraid to be honest, Afraid to be true, Afraid of mum, Turning up out of the blue, Afraid of drowning, Swallowing water, Afraid to be , A LOUSY DAUGHTER. #Nardi

Unfair Beauty and ugliness One a blooming beauty The other hideous One quite rich With millions dollars To spent, luxurious The other, Without a penny Without a cent Without a food Without a cloth To cover nudeness To cure hunger One living alot longer Until having Wrinkled poster Until becoming Worn out a lot Making living not a gift Just a burden. Others barely havin' time To enjoy the sun To adore the sky To grow fond of stars To. Understand love To have philosophy'bout life One having a lot beloved A lot peoples as parents Others growin' alone Without a parent No one to lean in to Quite unfair isn't it? Actually alot In 15 years I've learnt one lesson That the middle name Of life Is quite unfair Not even Not equal Not level Just UNFAIR #Nardi