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dari awal kita having a backstreet relationship you were always afraid of letting everyone knows about us. you were always worried about how your friends would think sampe aku ngerasa kayak “emang our relationship was something you always had to hide ya?” after we broke up, ternyata all of our friends already knew and just dgaf. but i understood that you had your own reasons after all.
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we were always just meant to be friends. we understand each other in so many ways, i genuinely love having you in my life. terus kita mikir mungkin we could give it a try lah saking kayak udh cocok gitu. eh tapi ternyata we have different ways of loving, different expectations, and different things we need from a relationship. mungkin kita emang lebih cocok jadi dua orang yang saling ada aja tanpa harus saling memiliki. id rather keep the beautiful parts of us as friends than keep forcing something that never really felt right as a relationship.
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i didnt really love you in the first place, aku masih gamon sama mantan terakhir aku and i didnt really mean any of my words. i thought maybe being with you would help me move on, but ternyata it only made things more complicated. and as much as i tried to convince myself that i was ready, deep down i knew i wasnt.
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i carry a lot of insecurities within me, and sometimes i couldnt help but feel like i was never enough for the world you lived in. we truly loved each other throughout the time. but our worlds just didnt fit together. you with your glamorous life, km literally just sit there and money easily comes to your pocket. and then theres me who needs to pay for everything in my life. i never wanted to make you feel guilty for the life you have, nor did i want to feel small because of the life that i have.
