Sad

U know how I am

•Not pride. Just standards.

I wanna ruin our friendship We should be lovers instead I don’t know how to say this ’Cause I’m afraid our friendship will be ruined.

Now that I think about it, I feel like I’ve never really lived. I was always waiting for time to pass, hoping better days would come, hoping things would improve. In waiting for good days, I lost the days I had.

If you can’t give me just one hour out of your twenty four, I understand. If you can’t love me in a way that leaves no room for doubt in your heart, I understand. If you can’t set aside even one day to see me, even from afar, even for a few seconds, I understand. If you can’t be there for me on my bad days and your absence always feels obvious, I understand. If you can’t make even a small place for me in your life, I understand. But there’s one thing. After all of this, you might not see my love anymore, and I may treat you like a stranger. And this time, I hope you understand me too.

I TOLD YOU I WAS SICK