Ame's suicide show on a Livestream

It's like uh.... My birthdays in 15 days so like I'm crashing out yeah I guess that's probably why I can't stay calm for 2 seconds it's because of my birthday because like , god birthdays suck yk? Like who would love a birthday, bro your getting older that's awful and jeez it's just a reminder of awful childhood memories and like It fills me with so much pain and anxiety because God I'm 18 now like that's So heavy like highschool Is over and stuff and also like I can't relate to 90% of my favorite characters anymore because I'm older than them now that sucks doesn't it like ughbhgghdhhxhdh like I can't do anything I enjoy anymore because I'm "grown up" or at least that's what my mom says , she keeps telling me to take down my posters cause they're childish and whenever I tell her about gaming stuff she throws a backhanded remark about how I should stop soon cause that stuff's childish well excuse me for not wanting to grow up , I just wanna enjoy life the same way I always did , what's so different now #rant

Look back illustration by fujimoto for the live action adaptation

After like 4 months of trying I finally managed to log in to pixiv