𝙈𝙤𝙧𝙥𝙝𝙚𝙪𝙨

I wish you could see yourself for a moment through my eyes... then you would understand how wrong that feeling is when it tells you that you don’t belong anywhere. You are not “extra” to me. You are the person who came into my life and filled a space I didn’t even know was empty. Your laughter, your words, even your quiet moments... all of them mean more to me than you know. I know sometimes that heavy feeling comes and whispers that nobody wants you, but please don’t believe it. Because I am here. And I love you not only when you’re happy and smiling, but also when you’re tired, when you’re silent, and when you’re struggling to love yourself. If one day you feel like you don’t have a place in this world, remember this: there is someone who feels lucky just because you exist. You are not someone who needs permission to stay you are someone I want beside me. And I love you more than words could ever explain.

One of the most torturous feelings there is the sense of not belonging anywhere. What I mean is, I can be laughing and talking with you like we're close, and then a second later, with complete seriousness, I feel like I'm extra in the room. Like no one actually wants me there... Like I don't belong It doesn't matter where I am or who I'm with... in the end I always feel out of place, like no one really loves me. Maybe it's never even true. But the feeling spreads through my mind like fast acting poison, and it makes me quieter than I ever am, and I just pull away from everything