HAFSA

anyways yes, I like history in general it's my top 5 fields of interests (lowkey dk shit tho)

should we talk about the abassids and ummayads? I'm not sure I've ever mentioned it to anyone people are creepy man

trust the world isn't that bad

I did not say stress me out more I said distractions

trump will announce defeating iran for the nth time today, probably he's looking for a saviour for the war he started out of his own will starts war closes a huge strait looks for ways to escalate the war instead of removing the pressing matter, which is the war

send me cofessions, stories, and maybe questions something to distract me from the political and economic state of the world https://sma.robi.work/b/ZKVVubplooKc

I love AMAs, but we need to do better and be talkative as a channel first

minimising the ego (I) and maximising the self (I) this thought process alone has been ruminating in my brain for a long while, mostly because I lack balance in this specific area. Immediate cause was that I caught myself being hesitant about posting anything that had me as a subject, anything that had I. and it took me back to a self-improvement journey I took on a few years back(ongoing) that had me in an identity crisis because I couldn't find the fine line between changing yourself for the better and keeping the good parts in the process. I've noticed since then that my sense of self had diminished to nothing but whom I once was or who I shouldn't be or whom I'm trying to be. there was no I. One of the weirdest experiences here is that I haven't been able to express or describe myself in a way that isn't just the past. expressing my opinions on something ends up being something like 'oh wait, I don't identify with that anymore.' Same goes to my behaviour and life choices, I keep finding myself not being whom I thought I was even while actively changing who I was. For someone with the issue of the 'I', not losing the self/identity is something that keeps the journey non-linear, something that keeps you in check while limiting your potential at the same time. I believe the greatest victory in this dilemma lies in identifying who I can be and what needs to be let go, and ofc what needs to be toned a bit.

am I the only one gravely worried about oil prices I keep talking about it, but people seem to not care

how does one do nothing at all

and that's on astu exams

I wish sleep was real

we're hitting nice numbers stay hydrated, oh wait, you can't

self gaslight Monday

imagine having social anxiety, and being scared of humans and shaking when humans, and sweating when humans, and stuttering when humans tsk..can't be me