🎭-NickoCar-•°

I know I’ve been inactive for a while — honestly, I’ve been tangled up with perfectionism and pressure. Like… every time I want to draw or post something, my brain immediately floods me with this need for it to be beautiful, or worth it, or fast — and when it’s not, I just drop everything. Even when I do draw, I feel like I’m barely keeping my tiny streaks alive. I wanted to try digital art again too, but drawing on a small screen is kinda tiring. I did finish a full piece on it once months ago — it took like 3 hours — and now even the idea of sitting that long makes me hesitate. Because sometimes I’ll draw for 2 hours and end up with just scribbles, and it feels like... nothing. So I stop. I wait for the mood to come again.