Random rants

Alsooo PLS DONT MIND. My current phone is not wid me. Soo I'm using an old device wid camera as shitty as that one relative's soch.

Trying to make lemon loaf cake for the first time

Zesty ahh lemon

Along with my little heart.

Us girlie. Mine broke recently so I'm sobbing now-

Ofc not mom.

I don't need anyone. Do I?

Pink kurtis>

Ofc ofc. 🥹 Aap krlo plis, mere most chats gayab hogye itte time bad active aai to idk how n why. I only found unke jinhone recent me tex dobara kia. Don't remember ur id. 😭🙏

Hnji thanks to blessings from dear ones like you. Much love to you too, Rohit! <33

Damn. Aapko yad hun. Meko lga tha sab bhul gye honge pretty much. Congrats btw🫶🧿🧿

Taste check at tea time🙂‍↕️

Smells good- So far, so good

Baking banana bread-

there are people who unconsciously turn you into their emotional outlet. sometimes they'll apologize first saying something like "i'm sorry i just needed to rant" but it isn't a one time thing because almost every conversation is about everything that's gone wrong in their life. at first you listen and try to understand them, you offer reassurance, perspective or a reality check because that's all anyone really can do but eventually you run out of words cuz there are only so many ways to comfort someone when nothing changes. only so many times you can respond with the same words to the same things before your own emotional reserves start running dry and sometimes when your replies become shorter or your energy isn't what it used to be they just disappear. suddenly you're the one left wondering if you failed them, maybe i should've been more patient, maybe i should've been more empathetic, maybe i should've tried harder. but relationships aren't meant to survive on one person endlessly absorbing another's grief ya trauma. listening is an act of kindness not an obligation.