Congratulations to those who made it! Welcome to the Services. Reality awaits :)
Those who can/ are willing to try again: All the very best! May every force align with you.
For others who decide to walk away now / whose attempts are over—
If our lives are measured by the intangibles of what we give to this universe— you have already given it your all. Human memory might remember it’s victors, but there are memories etched in this universe too.
What counts in the space of the divine is— did you give your all? Did you do all you could? And if it’s all done now, let the universe reward you in unexpected ways. It will all come back in one form or another.
Our lives didn’t start here, we were not born to qualify an exam.
We were born to parents who happily welcomed us into this world. Our families loved and nurtured us to make us educated and independent. Our happiest moments of life are when we were loved and accepted and cared for.
I don’t remember how I felt when I topped boards exam but ask me how I felt when my Nani would feed me feed or when my Dadaji would sing folk songs while taking me out or when a neighbour would bring me a ₹2 Kismi Bar everyday.
In this path of life, we saw some dreams, aspired for xyz. This exam is just one of those aspirations. Whether this materialises or not has no bearing on how beautiful your life can be.
Somebody could be an officer, 20 years into their career, sitting at an office in Lutyens and be depressed. Somebody who didn’t qualify could be living the happiest life filled with the best people.
This one moment which feels like the end of the road, as heavy as a mountain, as dark as a moonless night—— it will pass. And in 5 years time all of this will be forgotten.
You will still have your life and health and your loved ones and that will matter.
Please take this as an exam result and nothing else. If this journey is over for you— forget, detach, walk away, give yourself time to heal, feel proud that you gave it your all. You will never have the regret that you didn’t try. And that will always always matter— to you, to people who love you & to this universe.