Cabiria's Diary 💄

Should I go to the beach before breakfast or after? I wonder if the water is okay at 8:00 a.m...

Oh yeah the most amazing news... This bastard , my supposed boss, is not replying to me. I think he hired all the stuff and now he doesn't need any more people...or maybe it's his revenge and he's making fun of me keeping me in suspense or he really wanted me to make all this way for nothing 🤯 Or just didn't give a fuck and hired everyone already. God knows how pathetic and mean some men can be . In any case I'll see if he replies today, if not, I'm gonna start looking for another job 😓

Finally slept and woke up after 24 hours of not sleeping) feeling great

Arrived to the apartment I rent, turned out the landlord lives there with his depressed dog (for some reason I thought that he lived like in a separate building nearby). It's a guy about 60 yo For now I am alone in the apartment but tomorrow another girl should come 😅 the house is covered in dust and dog's wool, but okay, for 125$ a week I won't complain, I just hope he'll not gonna hit on me or something 😅 he looks okay so far, but it's weird that shower in girls room doesn't work and there is no way he didn't know about it, and he didn't fix it but offered to take showers in his bathroom 🫠🫠🫠

Or maybe it's me who's sitting on a chair that smells pee? 😓😓😓

Arrived to JFK, I'm completely drained after 8 hrs flight. I want to sit in a nice place and change my phone while I'm waiting for my next flight. But I can't do it bcs the area at the entrance at terminal 4 is not equipped. Not enough seats, people lying on the floor, I managed to find a seat next to a girl (homeless or hippy, idk, she's lying on 3 seats and smells urine). I thought I would be able to drop off my luggage and go inside a more decent area, but I have to stay here untill 4 am and wait till the counters open. How come the biggest airport in NY doesn't let you drop off ur luggage whenever u want? Or at least 6 hrs bfr the flight like in my case 🙁

On plane to the US. My nightmare has come true: sitting with people who are sick and don't close their fucking mouth when coughing or sneezing 🥲😭

Taking pictures in this mirror has become a tradition 😂

And then, on the 11th of June, I'm flying to South Carolina... To work at the same restaurant 😅😭

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when I was 16, chubby and thought everyone was making fun of me 💔💔💔