Backrooms of my mind

I made a promise To distance myself Took a flight, through aurora Skies Honestly I didn't think about How we didn't say goodbye Just, "See you very soon" So I didn't call you for sixteenth long days No matter how long I resist temptation I will always lose It hurts to be something It's worse to be nothing with you I've done the math There's no solution We'll never last Why can't I let go of this?