اگزیستانسیال

listening to someone else's screaming type music to be able to not hear my own brain screams.

imaging having a brain that isn't your brain, that isn't by your side and is always against you. that's my problem.

"your brain will be damaged if you stay up all night" well this hoe needs punishments like me as well.

I might actually give up and listen to the voices in my head and jump.

when the trains go by, time goes by. now I'm walking down the road i've never been before, wish I could find something mine.

2:16 sometimes I wonder if I lost my mind.

thinking of those arcade games I used to play with childhood friends, but it's just a past and there's no turning back now.

نمیدونم، راجبش به آسمون خیره میشم و آرزو میکنم یه سنگ ۵ تُنی از ناکجاآباد سقوط کنه رو سَرم.

بحث سر بدست آوردن نیست. زمانی که باید و لازم بود، نشد. حالا اگر هزاران برابر بیشتر و بهتر رو بدست بیارم، دیگه ارزش و اهمیتی که میتونست داشته باشه رو نداره.

ما برای بدست آوردن و از دست دادن زیادی کوچیک بودیم، بخاطر همین دیگه برامون فرقی نداره که چه چیزی هنوز باقی مونده و چه چیزی از دست رفته.

yall throwing risky messages to your crush while I'd beg someone to throw a kitchen knife at me. we are NOT the same.

sending death wishes to me is the same as kissing me on the forehead so I would be so pleased if you were doing it to me.

I'm so hungry that I can eat any pills that I would find in the house.

I can't do anything without being embarrassed and disgusted by my own existence.