اگزیستانسیال

it takes so much courage to open your mouth and talk about how you truly feel, so i keep it tightly shut instead.

remember to die before explaining about how you feel, since you won't be understood in the first place anyway.

i'm having a hard time mimicking being human today and the day hasn't even started yet.

it's turning into one of them days, just like the rest of the past 5 years.

say, i think i'm prejudiced cause i don't like your face. over time, i'll accept it though. i guess, just like an animal is that okay? i know, say you want it.

4:00 say what you want, it's fine. one at a time, we're born. nothing is off the table anymore. life isn't what they taught, oh shit, i'm out of ammo, one in a million for sure.

i'd shoot him now if he was here, i'd slit his throat from ear to ear, but i have sworn a life of peace. how can i reconcile this beast?

2:39 i sit him down, i tie him up, i beat it out of him alright, i beat his brains until they're on the floor, until his family mourns.

permission to speak? to launch? to sit? to die?

i will not surrender. something in my brain, i will not defend them, lies you told today. fighting for the future, watch the witches burn, i cannot defend them.

we could never afford it, we would dine and dash, i would always go last. no one gonna search me tonight, and i would give you the easy way out.

mistook the words of a wise man who once said "The birds of a feather die together"

i had mentally grew old enough that someone needs to put me out of my misery with a gun.

i'm not nonchalant, i just don't know what i am doing here since i was supposed to be dead at 14.

maybe you should open your heart next time. you've seen enough but expressed so little that it has made you almost blind.