اگزیستانسیال

I survive every day for the fact of getting closer to death each day goes on.

"you're so negative" thanks, I should've been buried 6ft underground.

I don't get healed, I get literally overdoesed over it and lose it completely and go insane about it.

3:19 filled with the sin of power, this is what he's destined for. in this ugly hour, again he goes where he's gone before. losing all reason, he's never learning➖.

no feeling but the weight. I'm forgetting; he's forfeiting, I'm deciding that he's quitting now.

oh, he lies to feel like he is someone new. oh, why don't we leave and go to somewhere new?

I wish I could take out my brain from my skull. we can't get along each other anymore.

I believe insomnia doesn't exist because I'm full of it.

why would I sleep when I can stay up all night and lose my shit instead?

"no I don't have a gun" but i need one.

3:07 always left broke, no where is home, I see the edge but I pretend that I don't. go on ahead, make sure to say hello cause I won't be there.

you don't know what it feels like to have it all rest on something important. pressures pushing in from both sides, I'll break soon.

talking is so hard, let's stab eachother and drink our blood so the chemistry of our bodies will understand what we want to say.

i really need to stop talking