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I'm not scared of dying, but I have a huge fear of losing. and that's why I'm still alive.

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nothing lasts forever, nothing left to lose. getting clear your dead eyes, have you seen the light? nothing lasts forever. spend the time to stay all night. getting clear your dead eyes, backward onto the knife. sing what you want or saddest song, nothing left to hurt. passing through the whole guilty, realise it's not alright. nothing lasts.

I tried everything in my power to be accepted when my whole life was unacceptable.

لطفا سعی کنید وقتی از چیزی خبر ندارید دهان مبارک‌تون رو باز نکنید چون نمیتونم هم گرما، هم کصشرای شما، هم فشار جنگ و هزارتا کوفت و زهرمارِ دیگه رو باهم و به صورت یک‌جا تحمل کنم.

I wish I could turn into dust. Imagine being free, floating, and dead.

there's nothing more left behind to care about, everything turned to dust in the blink of an eye.

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4:51 through the ordeals of a crippling life, death is welcome as the sharpest of knife. hidden from the absurdity it all, it's about to let the light consume all.

one last time, it will be fine. one last time, the fall is mine.

1:21 head on to the immense fall without heeding any call. i see no sun but grey skies. it's time to cry.

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greeting guilt with a smile, forcing it to start a fire. light the way through the dark, see the fate of the drowning ark.

suddenly whole world decides to start a war and fall apart when it's my turn to be an adult.

I was always in a war. with my family, with others' beliefs, with the government mfs, with my past mistakes, with my brain, my body, my self; and now with another nation as well.

"in a war" is such a familiar sentence cuz we have been in it for years with the fact that we weren't even be in one.

too young to see a war, too old to trying to survive it.

I'm too weak for the situation we are in and may break into dozens of pieces any second without a single warning.