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I wish I could wake up from this never ending cycle routine of starting another day in a life that means nothing to me.

I wish I could wake up from this never-ending cycle routine of starting another day in a life that means nothing to me.

mornings feel like a dream, and getting up seems like a nightmare that appears to happen again and again.

I don't think so. it's been so long since that I don't think anything could be possible.

if I were able to feel something, would all this suffering end? would all the moments in vein get free from the emptiness of a heart that is already full even tho there's nothing in it?

I'm too weak for this brain, my body can barely survive it for another 2-3 years ngl.

I feel nothing and yet can feel anything all at once in less than 5 minutes and then get so numb that my head starts rolling around.

“i don’t recall ever making claims i can’t back up in my lyrics like, ‘oh, i’m going to kill myself.’ i don’t do that. but instead, what i do is i say, ‘hey, here’s a few reasons for you, listening to this, you might want to look into dying; killing yourself. you might want to look into that.’

3:53 - Scott Conner.

one hundred days i burned, one hundred days of madness, one hundred endless days.

2:44 i can’t believe i continue to take all this pain. i can make it all end in just the blink of an eye.

1:33 you wouldn’t believe how much it gets to you, it seems to never truly end. one hundred endless days, one hundred sleepless nights, and never ending pain.

if you're ever feeling sad, just go for a little run. then you'll realise that your physical health is way worse than your mental health.

imagine hating on me and I'm just in my room, reading a book about how sick and mentally ill I can be. (I am)

I wish I could be the main character in one of the books I've read. (they're all insane and have died or will suffer for the rest of their lives)

do not attempt to re-read a book because you're bored, you will literally lose your sanity by your own.