اگزیستانسیال

at first i would do everything in my power not to sleep during the night, now i'm in the middle of the morning and I wish someone could pull the trigger so i could sleep forever.

stop acting nonchalant hoe i saw you lying on the floor and bouncing back and forth about it.

"it's not a big deal" well I just charged my fucking shotgun and placed it in my hot mouth about it.

3:59 i just keep moving, forward always forward. there is no destination, the momentum of a dying star🤍.

this flesh, a forgotten vessel, powered by the absence of will. the inertia is absolute, it carries this husk into the void forever.

my eyes remain open, fixed somewhere beyond the horizon. every fiber in me screams.

i yearn for the stillness, for the final collapse, but even that desire is barely a flicker🤩.

هر وقت در lowestترین حالت ممکن هستم، به چاقو آشپزخونه نگاه میکنم و ازش میپرسم الان ما چیِ همیم؟

هرچقدر دودوتا چهارتا میکنم و منطقی به موضوع نگاه میکنم، میبینم من واقعا وقت کافی نداشتم که انقدر برینم تو زندگیم و بگایی جمع کنم.

someone please get me tf out of here I'm literally dying and rotting and decaying here please get me out before the smell of my corpse fills the whole town.

nobody talks about how painfully suffocating it feels to be living somewhere you know you DON'T BELONG there.

they should've invented a place where i could belong to it.

4:54 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟

every time i see her start a fire, i get higher.