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hate it when my brain talks way louder than me. i can't fucking hear shit. even myself.

we have to suffer so we can move on and be prepared for another hit.

your 20s isn't for achieving or living the life you wanted. it's for getting suffered so you won't overreact for your next years.

i don't believe in falling sleep because a sleep isn't an actual sleep until there's no more waking up in it.

at first i sacrificed my nights for more peace and quiet time, but now it's all suffering and getting deaf by the voices.

i take all the consequences of brain damages or whatever that is caused by being up all night. actually i do it just for them.

i don't suck blood, but brightness do harm me. and i go to sleep when the sun is finally up.

it's been too long, you cared too much. i wish this was far from touch🙌.

it seems to me that you've gotta dumb it down for me to know it now. it's a lot like you, furthered, action to call for you take. you're so alone.

i can see the end in the beginning of everything.

متاسفم که منفی‌ام. بهرحال گاهی اوقات حاصل منفی در منفی، همیشه مثبت نیست.

گاهی اوقات بیرون رفتن از اتاق لازمه. بهرحال برای تکمیل فرایند فاسد شدن و تجزیه بهتر، به جریان هوای باز نیاز خواهید داشت.

having a heart attack or being brain dead has to feel good as fuck.

is it too much to ask for a bullet in my head?

is it too much to ask for a normal brain?