اگزیستانسیال

چمیدونم مثلا یه موشکی، بمب اتمی، شهاب سنگی، انفجار خورشیدی، هرچی کَرَمته. فقط زودتر. لطفا.

خیلی سعی میکنم جلوی خودم رو بگیرم، اما بعد به خودم میام و میبینم دارم از پشت میوفتم. کلا در هر صورت روی مرزی هستم که دو طرفش گا هست.

نیاز دارم یک مدتی بخوابم و فکر نکنم. مثلا تو قبر.

یک عالمه آدم اون بیرون هست، یک عالمه چشم و دهن و گوش و کوفت و زهرمار. بهش که فکر میکنم روانی میشم.

rose from the ashes, they called her name. she is the baroness, batron saint of shame. she didn’t wish for martyrdom, she didn’t wish for blame, all the embers are like flags in the flame.

1:45 he said “let’s just forget all the pain that is the past” three marks on skin scored in red, the scarlet letter lies on her back.

oh no the devil's daughter can take the piss, jus primae noctis.

i need something to keep playing in my ear, otherwise you may find me in jail or under a bridge.

shout-out to music when i was this 🤏🏻 close to kill someone or myself.

you don't need to be burned to the ground and turned into ashes to count as being in hell.

go on, keep peeling open my wounds as if it bleeds for a reason for once.

it crawls under my skin whenever i think about it. it feels good, it makes me feel.

keep on accusing me. the matter is that i know what happened, and i'm letting it slowly kill me.