Memofiore

учеба конспекты продуктив пришли резики кембриджа, на б2 сдала🧘🧘

следующий раз будет в москве

100к шагов вторая попытка пешком от центра в аэропорт

бесконечный цикл: Perfectionism | Procrastination | Overworking | Burning out |

it is always about summer

The Appearance of Extreme Perfectionism As a child, I used to dream of blooming with age. I craved to reinvent myself. I believed I'd grow into my looks. But it takes ages to anticipate seeing myself as mid looking. I've never been blessed with good genetics — neither slim nor overweight, no waist, no hips. Large legs, round belly, a jaw that sits too far back. So I concluded: if I'm not radiant naturally, I'll force myself to be this way. I was sporty. A health nut. Orthorexic. I lived an ideal lifestyle — the healthiest possible habits. I was bending over backwards. I was suffering my whole life just to understand one thing: it was never about looks. It was always about mindset.

I'm slowly dissociating, surrounded by wrong people. It's simple holding strangers, having superficial conversation. I'm trying to fit in, assessing my own worthiness to be in sync with society. Foolish me, trying to prove my worth to myself, constantly ending up feeling inadequate with fake people round, on whom my worth now depends (archive poem)

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helloo, мы с прекрасными девочками создали для вас папку, в которой собрали эстетичные блоги ~ 🦴 обязательно добавляйте ее к себе!!

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никто не хочет идти со мной смотреть ждуна2

healing

finally reveal позже попробую в хорошем качестве сфотать

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im free you don't know what freedom is

скромные невыложенные отголоски прошлого апреля (в то время мне не нравились эти фотки)

митски караоке

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хх