Arcturus

But no amount of apologies will erase the tear I shed all night questioning my own worth

one of the worst feelings ever is being in your own house and feeling like you need to go home

sorry i can’t go out tonight i’m at home sitting down

on the count of 3 we are all going to wake up and it was just a bad dream are you ready

I do the small thing I know how to do to care for myself. I am trying to notice joy, which means survive. I do this all day, and then the next.