geunyang.

“He wished he were as brave as Idabel; he wished he had a brother, sister, somebody; he wished he were dead.” — Truman Capote, Other Voices, Other Rooms

watching excessive tv is always a sign of horrible mental state for me

almost feeling nothing but some dull sort of excitement over your sitcom characters getting fucked over and the book you can read once you’re in bed is okay right? like in the grand scheme of things I think my isolation capsules pretty nice

heres what I want in no particular order: that turkish novel I’ve been eyeing, a cup of hot cocoa, white chocolate, a knitted scarf with multiple colors in a striped pattern, list of top 10 most richest men in iran with their addresses, shoes any type, scented candles, new bedsheets, a gun, a big blue knitted sweater, some friends who’d like to go on a nice little winter adventure

my good friend sasuke

how it feels these days

really hard to reckon with a change in yourself, some integral part of me feels dead and I’m not sure anything new is going to be born out of it

it’s scary how lesbian just translates to butch and femme in ppl’s heads now like trust me there are far more ways to be a dyke. this was always mean to be a subculture not the whole sexuality

did the people inventing liberal democracy thought the iranian diaspora with a humiliation fetish will also be there to vote for the most disgusting, vile and stupid bully they can find?

need to experience this soon

I want to find a source of inner peace so bad but I’m really just fucking angry all the time

just watched three movies back to back to make myself feel something

it makes me wanna cry everytime I see poor people scammed by “cheap” online shops. I want to scream my head off. These people just wanted to get something cheaper than the usual 2 million they have to pay and you’ve stolen from them like you should all die.

and what is the population’s answer to this mess? a hallucinatory retvrn to the “golden” years of monarchy. men and women living in filth begging for loyalty to come back and save them with living in palaces and having jewels worth more than their entire lives. this fucking fascist nightmare we live in….

based on the latest research the top 10% of the country own 63% of the capital in iran. this is such a staggering number. add to it the fact that women’s involvement in workforce is only 7%. It’s unbearable

I feel so fucking horrible about how poor we all are in this godforsaken country. We’re all so fucking poor man

i wonder if armand de nothing is having a good day today

everything i love is like sand in my hands

Once you’ve listened to McCartney I by Paul McCartney you will never stop wanting to beat John Lennon to death with your bare hands

when you start listening to Iranian classic pop you can’t stop unfortunately