Our Side of the Story

Podcast Wednesdays will be back soon, pretty certain you’ll love the new series. Stay tuned and have a good night🤗

Here’s where you can find my “attempts” of photography lol

“I hate that You make me want to love again.”

my anxiety is the reason i don't talk to you. My relationship with anxiety is an ongoing battle with chains I try and break daily. It is debilitating at times, but I too am ‘determined to knock her out of our house’. I don't handle conflict well, its cause i have to fight with her (my anxiety) before I could fight with you. When everyone leaves, she is the only relationship i could count on, the longest relationship i have ever been on. She(my anxiety) sometimes interferes with my meaningful relationships. She and I really don’t get along as well trust me, I would break up with her, but she is me and how can I abandon myself? She shuns others away. It’s safer with just me and anxiety.

ሰዎች "ምንድነው እንዲህ ያደከመህ?" ይሉኛል። ምን ልበላቸው? "ሁልጊዜ መድከም ነው ያደከመኝ!" ይባላል እንዴ?

Some pages that got me stunned🖤

[Banks to her river] #As_Needtobreath_Banks_song_made_hannah_think I think a flowing river depicts the metaphor of life than a long country road stretched to the horizon with tall trees by its side does We flow to our vast and deep end in continuum Joined by tributaries on the way No two passing drops are the same even though they share the same course Just like no two days of your life are the same. We flow and we flow The path is intentional But the river banks are not Those banks are ... like treasures in store, memories of your journey, some sovunieres from where you have been, the laughter from your good old days, the heartaches and the tears, the things you tossed aside,the things you have let go, the things you forgot, the things you remember, the wins and the loses....everything Piling up piece by piece over the years, Lying a bit above your level just by your edges, 'holding you close enough but never holding you back', making sure they are not getting in your way... But Accompanying you throughout the banks are always there And on the days you want to slow down and rest your bones, to reminisce, in search for a reminder, or just to remember what you actually look like... the banks get the best of it, cultivating your most refined reflection in an organic sprout growth from the very soils you have dragged your way. Yeah just as the banks tell where the river has been, all the way it has come better than its actual footage can tell She trusts what she found about herself in the hearts those who have been through all of it with her than what the mirror tells her She trusts the banks to her river And they are indeed the best couse they got ATMs all over Incases of emergency and she needs to cash out some courage @as_hannah_thinks

Lonely streets...

I know I say this a lot but I don’t think I’ll ever stop saying it, if you’re not okay, feeling out of it, not having the motivation to do life anymore or feel the tiniest bit of emotional disruption talk to me. I may not know how to respond or give you the answers you need but I promise I’ll listen. I’m always here to help @DebbieTesfaye Take care of you. You’re loved, appreciated and needed💜

First amharic short writing...Go easy on me yall

Sometimes we’re too self conscious and insecure we rob ourselves the chances of getting the things we deserve.

Cruelty Why does it spread in the bones of some like it’s natural or is it?

Do we ever talk enough about how hard it is to set your boundaries aside for the sake of others and being rewarded with nothing but ungratefulness? Here’s a saying we have in Amharic “ከራስ በላይ ንፋስ", many have argued about how it is the most self centered saying ever but I gotta say it’s the most accurate! There’s a huge discrepancy between prioritizing yourself as well as understanding your worth and being a self centered arrogant human being. With all honesty no one truly cares enough about you to risk their needs/wants at the expense of your wellbeing or happiness, yes there are rare people in your lives but there’s a limit to their kindness and patience. I know, reality is a hard pill to swallow but take it anyways. Prioritize YOU! Give attention to the things you find comfortable/not and set boundaries, do whatever it takes to have them respected. Step away from anything/anyone that disrupts your mental health or existence for that matter. As always God comes first and then You, the rest will take their turns. Fall in love with the sculpted and unmade parts of you😊 Incase no one said this I hope you’re doing okay. Sleep well💜

“ደህና ነኝ! እውነት ደህና ነኝ! ትንሽ ብቻ... የፍቅር ጠኔያም ሆና ነፍሴ ከስታለች፣ መውደድ እንደ ውሀ ጥም እያንገበገበኝ ሞቴ የቀረበኝ ይመስለኛል፣ ራሴን እንኳ መውደድ አቅቶኝ እፀየፈዋለሁ እንጂ እኮ ደህና ነኝ!” https://t.me/yonis_home

Uh... I never thought I’d find it emotionally hard to write here but here we are lol Be patient with me, also stay here and take care of you🤗🖤