Sam Scribbles 🍉

I wonder if this counts as cheating… For me to take on some of your pain, and hold onto the burden that's been torturing you for many, many, many nights. Could I put at ease some of your screams that only echoed to the vast skies…? I don't know, but I can't watch you whither away like the last bloom before the winter frostbites what's left of your sanity, I can't. So I'll try, I just have to… #SammyScribble

What doesn't kill you gives you trauma. #SammyScribble #specialwhiningedition

Yes, I'm not okay. And yes, it hurts, it's been hurting, and it's going to hurt. And I don't care where, how or when the hurt will come, but I'm not going to let it make me forget that I love you. #SammyScribble

The world is falling apart, my world. The one I built carefully brick by brick, It tumbles over itself at the mere hint of their apathy… No, wait… that's not true… It's not like they don't care, I'm the one who drained all their sympathy, dried it out like I'm the desert. And that impending sense of doom looming in my gut is what happens next… Heh, good luck. #SammyScribble

I would like to ask, what scene did this paint in your mind? It's been a while since I wrote something that's personal and emotionally loaded, it makes me wonder if I've gotten rusty to deliver.

Ah, that's my blood isn't it…? I can taste it on my lips even though the wounds are on my body… I… Stupid droplets in the corner of my eyes won't change anything, nor is the blood gushing from my chest, so how… How do I sheath your blade, soothe your broken heart? I know I won't die, that doesn't happen here. I'll only bleed and hurt… But how… How do I make it right, like my heart wants me to do…? These mountains and oceans of sins of mine… I used to run… flee so fast I couldn't feel the ground beneath my soles, just like I was taught to do. It'd be atrocious to show you my tears, my useless regret. But as soon as you turn your back and leave, I won't be able to help the blur in my vision. You won't find it, what I made you lose. And I can't tell you that, I have no right to… But you already know it, don't you? And just like all I can do is let you cut me down to your heart's content, all you can do is seek it out. Because otherwise… We don't die here, but maybe if I did… Maybe that would be my repentance. #SammyScribble

It's almost like I don't know them, after all these years, like I've never even met them, to be perfectly precise. But I can't help but picture them alone, afraid, and forgotten. And if I'm feeling like this, I can only try to picture what their siblings will feel like when they find out. #SammyScribble

Netanyahu's performative outrage over Ben Gvir's treatment of flotilla activists exposes the regime's desperate attempt to control its own narrative while maintaining the same brutal system. It's the same colonial playbook: sacrifice one bad apple to save the rotten tree. Every day our participants are held for challenging the illegal siege of Gaza exposes the world's complicity. This isn't about one minister — it's about the entire colonial machine. Contact your government now: demand their freedom. gsumd.link/demand.

Soul after soul, cracking the shell of lies they've been trapped into. Hand in hand, walking forward, seeking a better future, a free horizon. Heart touching heart, sharing one dream despite the differences… Free Palestine. Free the human inside you. #SammyScribble

Telling the truth in this era comes with a price, which I pay gladly and humbly, it's nothing compared to what others pay. I always get decreased subs when I post about Palestine, or any other cause really because some people can't stand to hear the truth, and today, I'm probably about to lose more, from my indian subs specifically. So I will keep the comments closed for what I'm about to share, you can leave of course, but those of you who're willing to accept a painful truth in order to wake up, this is for you. My deepest condolences.

Let this be the good thing you do today, auto email the authorities and demand their action.

The Israelis told Thiago that they will hurt him so that he can never be able to participate in any other flotilla again. And they have already indeed blinded him in one eye, so you can imagine what they must be doing to saif with the Palestinian roots, but it's more horrible than you can imagine.

URGENT EMAIL ACTION: israel intercepted and brutalized our Flotilla activists in European waters, in the Greek SAR zone. Two of them—Swedish-Spanish-Palestinian Saif Abukeshek and Brazilian Thiago Ávila—were illegally abducted to occupied Palestine and remain in israeli custody. Use the @newscord_org Action Campaign to pressure the Spanish, Swedish, Brazilian and Greek governments to act. Follow the link in bio @newscord_org or visit: gsumud.link/act

Bless you, Iyah May, may you get louder and louder.

But all I want to do is kiss you until the world disappears and there is no such thing that can be called "tomorrow" anymore. #SammyScribble

You guys, either there are 24 bots in my channel or that there's a glitch in telegram that whenever one of you is reacting it's immediately 24 reactions.

I see the blood on your lips, the thing you smile so nonchalantly as you claim is tomato sauce, I see it. And I know how sick you are, even though I wish I didn't. But I know now, I know that cold blooded lusty monsters do exist, inside a skin like mine. I wish I didn't… I wish I didn't… #SammyScribe

Damn you, you say, like I don't already know. Damn you, curse you, your teeth bare. Damn you, it's in my blood now, resting on my lips, it's mine now, your damnation. #SammyScribe