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— The Sound of Music, 1965 Dir. Robert Wise

When in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes, I all alone be weep my outcast state, And trouble heaven with my bootless cries, And look upon myself and curse my fate. Ah, poetry.

I think the spirit of this century has finally taken me and broken me.

— Orlando, 1992 Dir. Sally Potter

“home again, driven back, she's still waiting for a friend, little purple organdie, remember what you've always meant to me, something in the way a heart is held upon a hand, swimming in the coral waters, head above the sand, heaven, baby, is in the hour, with your heart in handfuls, forbidden flowers, bread and bonnets along the way, better take your chances while there's still a ray, something in the way a heart is held upon a hand, swimming in the coral waters, head above the sand, constant home of my devotion, must be you, the door to open, home again, be here, be with me, will I swim out on your ocean? constant home of my devotion, must be you, the door to open, home again, be here, be with me, will I swim out on your ocean? constant home of my devotion, must be you, the door to open, home again, be here, be with me, will I swim out on your ocean?”

“through your eyes I see a smile you bring to me, to your joy, I tether, not a lot, just forever, intertwined, sewn together, like the rock bears the weather, not a lot, just forever, my dog barks wildly to protect my infancy, from my ex-believer, and I try to calm the wolf, to remind her I am both, still she tears at my sweater, not a lot, just forever, intertwined, sewn together, as the wren sheds her feather, not a lot, just forever, and your dearest fantasy is to grow a baby in me, I could be a good mother, and I wanna be your wife, so I hold you to my knife, and I steal your letter, not a lot, just forever, intertwine some together, as the rock bears the weather, not a lot, just forever, so I bash around the house, and the poison stains my mouth, she comes, I let her, and we share a paradise, and I roll them once or twice, can't get much better, not a lot, just forever, intertwined, sewn together, as the rock bears the weather, not a lot, just forever, not a lot, just forever, intertwined, sewn together, as the wren bares her feathers, not a lot, just forever.”

”تو این جنگ همه بازنده‌ان.“ — عصیان، از یوزف روت

”حکومت چیزی مافوق همهٔ انسان‌هاست، همچون آسمان بر فراز زمین. آنچه از دل حکومت بیرون آید، ممکن است خیر و شر باشد، اما همیشه بزرگ و مهیب است و حتی اگر گاهی برای آدم های معمولی فهمیدنی و درک‌پذیر باشد، غریب و درک‌ناپذیر است.“ — عصیان، از یوزف روت

— Nosferatu, 1979 Dir. Werner Herzog

— Cleopatra, 1963 Dir. Joseph L. Mankiewicz

“I was wrong and you were cold, I was hoping you might go, you never showed me how much you cared or what was going on, I follow you, pretend you want me to, living a test, locked up with you, I thought you trust me enough, then I do stupid things, the things I always do, this time with you, our love is new, it's been too long since you are gone, I am thinking of you alone, you never showed me how much you scared of what was going on, I follow you, pretend you need me too, living a test, locked up with you, I thought you trust me enough, but I do stupid things, the things I always do, this time with you, our love is new, I need someone to be close remember, my own demons, sneak under my pillow, not someone, I just need you, that comes and goes wherever, but I don't want you, I need you here, you don't need me, stay and show me your love, I just want you.”

i've been missing my bleached brows so badly. someday, even at the risk of my brows falling out, i'll go back to my bleached brows again.

— an aureola at the edge of violet enchantment