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"... You, too, are cut out for failure; not that you'd fight the world. You'd let it chew you up and spit you out, and you'd lie there wondering what was wrong. Because you'd always expect the world to be something it wasn't, something it had no wish to be, The weevil in the cotton, the worm in the beanstalk, the borer in the corn. You couldn't face them, and you couldn't fight them; because you're too weak, and you're too strong. And you have no place to go in the world."

He had no friends, and for the first time in his life he became aware of loneliness. -Stoner, John Williams

توی کیفم ۱۰۰تا نامه دارم، یه سررسید، یک جلد شرق بهشت استاینبک، یک دفترچه‌ی سفید کوچیک، سه جلد کتاب که از چاپخونه برای سفارش‌ها گرفتم.

تنها چیزی که به اتمام رسوندم شالگردن آ‌ی‌سان بوده. اونم چون آی‌سان و خیلی دوسش دارم و دلم نمیومد ناامیدش کنم.

تمام چیزهایی که بافتم نصفه‌ و نیمه‌ن توی کمدم. هیچ‌وقت هیچیو به ثمر نرسوندم. که مثلا تنم کنم بگم ببین! هاها اینو خودم بافتم.

من استاد نیمه‌ رها کردن چیزهاام هرچند!‌

دلم برای بافتن تنگ شده.

I don't know where to put it all I'll put you in a song

At this point I'm just watching everything and anything with Jake Gyllenhaal in it.

You just keep living. And that pisses me off every time. Cause what is the point of it all if this life has nothing to offer you, but has so much to take from you?

I hate that after every loss I just realize that I "must" bounce back.

And I hate that us humans are built to survive.

I don't think I will ever get used to the cycle of losing in life. Losing people, opportunities, time, anything and everything you love.

I Swear (2025)

He says, "Bill, I believe this is killing me" As the smile ran away from his face "Well, I'm sure that I could be a movie star If I could get out of this place"

این ترم سیر ۲ رو استاد موردعلاقم ارائه میده!