솔로이스트 재형

💬 how about invite you as my groom jae 🎧 No, thank you. 💬 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 칼같네 🎧 오– 그런가? 솔직한 게 칼이라면 뭐 yeah 😁 💬 아니 너사 칼처럼 상처준다는게 아니고 💬 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ단호하다는 의미입니다 🎧 단호하다? 네에‐ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅎ네ㅎㅎ 😁

💬 PRYVT - YOURS 노래 진짜 좋아!! 🎧 네 PRYVT 요즘에 쪼끔씩 듣고 있었어여 플레이리스트에 누가 넣어서

!song : Vaundy - odoriko (踊り子) 💬 you like this song 🎧 I do like the song. The song is such a vibe. I've been listening to it for a few weeks now.

💬 그럼 지금 트위터에 글 올린건 제형이가 아니야? 🎧 어‐ 글 올린 거 저에여 그- 맥클모어에 대해서, Desmond Tutu 그거 올린 거 저에여 🎧 근데 들어간 지 꽤 오래 됐어여 그러고 다시 들어갈 생각 없어여

💬 was drop dead there 🎧 No, but I, I uh, mis, I mistook drop dead for something else. drop dead is actually way more along the lines of what the song that I thought it was. I thought it was the other Olivia Rodrigo sign song. The one that came after Driver's license, the rock one.

!song : Vaundy - odoriko (踊り子) 💬 you like this song 🎧 I do like the song. The song is such a vibe. I've been listening to it for a few weeks now.

💬 it's like, you can make good music, but if it doesn't sell as they want, it won't be worth to keep with that.. i get the feeling 🎧 blinded was a very honest and trying to be like a little more raw and not hiding blinded things. Yeah, I'm trying. I appreciate it. I'm trying, I'm trying. 💬 I feel like you're one of the most authentic arists I've ever stumbled upon 🎧 Thank you. I don't know if that's a good thing in this in this age. I think playing semantics, throwing people under the bus is um, not really caring about what's right and wrong is necessary to succeed here is what I'm realizing. And those are the people that succeed. So, I think I'm a little bitter about it. But I think I'm also realizing and maturing and growing up with self-awareness that, that's life. You know what I'm saying? I appreciate it. I'm not looking for sympathy. I'm just trying to be honest. I don't want to lie.

💬 Jae the notes on mv, we knows the book now 🎧 Yeah, I told you it's a miserable book. But that, that book taught me a lot about self-awareness and how too much of it can be absolutely terrible and it'll, it'll destroy you. 💬 What book? 🎧 Don't worry about it. 💬 그래 진짜 미저러블하더라 ...... 그치만 ! 좋은 책이기도 했어 🎧 좋은 책이기도 해? I'm not sure, maybe. It was a hard raid, it was a hard raid.

💬 What does it mean to you then? 🎧 Blinded is the beginning of self-awareness for me. It's when self-awareness first starts hitting and you realize. You start to realize that you're not the main character in everyone's story as you thought you were. Just because the lens is on you in your life doesn't mean the lens is on you and everyone else's. And uh it's starting with that self-awareness. you begin to wonder if you'll ever be enough for this person, for this thing, for this place, if you'll ever be good enough. And then the more you start to think that, the more you fall into self-realization, which is kind of miserable and that you'll never be good enough. You're kind of a like in the grand scheme of things, you're kind of a speck of dust. I was having a conversation. Oh, sorry. A speck of dust just floating through the universe. I was having a conversation with a friend about religion and he was telling me was telling me that religion in itself seems so narciss almost narcissistic because for you to believe religion then you have to believe that you have a purpose and that you are essentially the center of the universe. And I thought that was really good food for thought. And I think that's also plays into self-awareness of like, oh, maybe l'm not. Maybe uh it sounds like my philosophy class. 💬 this sounds like my philosophy class 🎧 Uh, welcome to mental deconstruction with eaJ yeah, you realize, oh, maybe not everything is about me. Maybe not everything someone says is attack or personal to me. Maybe it's just them having a bad day. Or maybe it's them talking about something else. Maybe I am just a piece of dust, a formation of atoms floating through the universe to just exist and not exist. That's also a very real possibility.

💬 트위터 가끔 팬들 순찰하러도와! 딴건보지마 🎧 네, 트ㅇ터 안 할 생각입니다

🎧 The more and more I've sobered up this year with self-awareness and like really reflected into my life, I think, I think Twitter was a place that made me hate myself a little bit more than I should have. And it kind of like gaslit me into thinking l'm this terrible person. And I don't, I think I'm actually all right. I think I'm doing all right. You know, I might not be the best person in the world, but I feel like I'm trying my best like everybody is. And you know, if I'm so, here's how I think about it. If I'm trying my best and trying to be better and people still aren't okay with that, then who's actually in the wrong there? That's not up to me anymore. You know, people make mistakes and that's, I think that's okay.

💬 by the way, you posting on twitter again the other day jump scared me 🎧 I'm not posting on that site again, I thought. But I thought it was necessary. 🎧 I thought, I thought it was necessary to jump on Twitter to talk about the Macklemore thing. Um, I know I haven't been using the platform, but I thought it was very important to like use the platform for everything that I, for everything I have in order to kind of amplify that message. Um, so I don't know what happened to it. Um, I mean, I'm sure there's people in the comments being upset, but it is what it is. And I think, I think how people, if people like me or not is not as important as people dying. So that's kind of what I've been at.

💬 I just feel blinded is about insecurity and wanting to be understood all at the same time 🎧 Look, whatever it means to you is what it means. And that's how I think that's how I think that's how I think that's how art should be. Art should be digested. However you want to interpret a song, don't let, don't even let the writer of the song tell you what it's about. Whatever it means to you should be want it means to you. And if they truly wrote the song and if they love it and you tell them what it means to you and what it has affected your life, they will be happy for you no matter what. And if they're not, then they're not doing art. They're just making money.

💬 Your concert was my favorite ive been to because of how honest and raw you were 🎧 I appreciate that 💬 addicted redbull 🎧 Uh, no. I just I get it for free, so I just have cases delivered to me every month

💬 i feel like you're more raw this time with blinded, comparing to old songs 🎧 blinded was a very honest and trying to be like a little more raw and not hiding blinded things. Yeah, I'm trying. I appreciate it. I'm trying, I'm trying. 💬 I feel like you're one of the most authentic arists I've ever stumbled upon 🎧 Thank you. I don't know if that's a good thing in this in this age. I think playing semantics, throwing people under the bus is um, not really caring about what's right and wrong is necessary to succeed here is what I'm realizing. And those are the people that succeed. So, I think I'm a little bitter about it. But I think I'm also realizing and maturing and growing up with self-awareness that, that's life. You know what I'm saying? I appreciate it. I'm not looking for sympathy. I'm just trying to be honest. I don't want to lie.

💬 could you pls explain the meaning of "one with love one can live even without happiness" 🎧 That's up to your interpretation.

💬 뭐가 가식적일까? 🎧 그 표현하는 방식이여 야 깐 약간 어ㅓ 진실된 마 음으로 불러서 표현하기보다 표현하고 싶어서 표현하는 느낌 💬 It's pretencious 구글이 이거래 🎧 pretencious는 아닌데에 pretencious는 아닌데.. 💬 기교가 많다는거? 🎧 기교오가 아니에여 뭐가 느낌 자체가아 (직접 불러서 보여줌) 💬 모르겠다.. 🎧 It's like, it's different. 나만ㅎ, 나만 느끼는, 돼써 내가 만족하면 됐어

🧒🏻 자아 한국어 하시는 분들, 영어로 '가식적이야'가 뭐에여? 왜 또 우리한테 물어보는건데 🙄

blinded (an old demo version)

🎧 I haven't heard this in a while too. Let's see if, it's, let's see if after all that it was worth it. It took me so long to record this. (an old demo version ▶️) 🎧 It feels a little a uh, how do you describe it? It feels a little, I don't know how to, 자아 한국어 하시는 분드을 영어로 가식적이야, 가 뭐에여? it sounds like a little more calculated and less raw. It, it the old version sounds a little more like I'm trying to well, at least to me, it sounds like I'm trying to convey an emotion more than I'm actually conveying it. But "hear you knocking outside and you're blinding me" instead of like "you're blinding me" I think it's a little different. I don't know, it's hard. It feels very calculated with rhythm, like "it's funny how I met you in an awful place, and I could tell I loved you, by the way you made me" not try hard but it's like very cut.